the story of being a criminal's wife

THE STORY OF BEING A CRIMINAL'S WIFE IS THIS:  THE FIRST WEDDING ANNIVERSARY HE IS INCARCERATED, YOU SIT HOME AND CRY ALL DAY, LOOKING AT YOUR WEDDING PIX.  THE SECOND WEDDING ANNIVERSARY, YOU SIT AROUND CRYING, AGAIN, HOPING HE WILL SOON BE HOME.  AND THE THIRD WEDDING ANNIVERSARY, YOU SIT AT HOME, NUMB, NO LONGER LOOKING AT YOUR PAST PIX, UNHAPPY, WONDERING TO YOURSELF JUST WHY YOU GOT YOURSELF INVOLVED IN THIS LIFE WITH HIM, JUST WHY DID YOU MARRY THIS CRIMINAL, AND WHY DO I TORTURE MYSELF SITTING HERE, WAITING FOR HIM.  AND I KNOW YOU WILL BE SURPRISED TO READ THIS .  BUT THIS JOURNAL IS BASED ON TRUTH.  ON MY FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS.  AND THAT IS THE TRUTH FOR TODAY.  ON TOP OF IT ALL, JIMMY JUST CALLED ME AND SAID , ALL TH PEOPLE IN HIS STORE  ARE MAD AT HIM, BECAUSE THEY ALWAYS SAY HOW WONDERFUL OUR MARRIAGE IS, AND THEN, ON OUR ANNIVERSARY, HE IS NOYT WITH ME.  YES, JIMMY IS A PRISONER, NOT ONLY OF THE PRISON SYSTEM, BUT NOW ALSO HIS JOB...IT'S OK.  WE'LL JUST SEE WHERE IT'S GOING TO LEAD.  I'M NOT SITTING HERE FOREVER WAITING FOR HIM...ALL THE OTHER GUYS SEE THEIR WIVES ON PASSES, BUT JIMMY HASN'T DONE IT YET.  IT'S OK.  WE WILL NOW SEE WHERE THIS WILL LEAD.  I WOULDN'T SIT HERE WAITING FOREVER...AFTER ALL, THE WEATHER IS TOO NICE......DO YOU REALIZE, THIS JOURNAL IS LIKE A "REALITY TV SHOW," ONLY IT IS A "REALITY JOURNAL," AND YOU JUST MAY BE THE FIRST TO READ ABOUT ...WHO KNOWS WHAT!