Monday, December 5, 2005

THANK YOU , BETTY, FOR YOUR PRAYERS.......I WISH YOU WERE HERE NOW, TOO, TO SIT AND HAVE A CUP OF TEA....WHAT I WILL DO NOW, IS CLOSE ALL LIGHTS, AND KEEP THE HOUSE VERY QUIET....NO RADIO. NO TV..........I WILL REMAIN IN SILENCE, IN THE NAME OF GOD...........I WILL BEGIN FASTING, EXCEPT FOR WATER.  I WILL REST IN BED............UNTIL I HEAR JIMMY'S VOICE, I WILL REMAIN LIKE THIS.........

MY GRANDMOTHER DID THIS IN THE HOUSEHOLD, WHRN THERE WAS SADNESS...AND I TAKE AFTER HER..........

SOLITUDE AND SADNESS..........THAT IS ALL THERE IS........

IT IS NOT ONLY THAT JIMMY WILL NO LONGER COME HOME, BUT THE WHOLE PRISON PROCESS HAS TO START AGAIN....IT COULD TAKE MONTHS, EVEN YEARS...............IT IS A VERY UNFAIR SYSTEM.............

IF YOU WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH, I'D RATHER COMMIT SUICIDE, THAN BE A PART OF THE CRUELTY OF THE PRISON SYSTEM .  HOWEVER, IT JUST HAPPENS THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MAN, WHO WAS A CRIMINAL...........AND JIMMY AND I FIRMLY BELIEVE THAT OUR MEETING, AND MARRIAGE WAS THE WORK OF GOD.........WE BELIEVE THAT OUR SUFFERING HAS A PURPOSE IN THIS WORLD...........AND IT CAN ONLY BE TO HELP OTHERS.........

I KNOW THAT EVEN PRISONERS ARE READING THIS, WHERE COMPUTERS ARE ALLOWED.......

IF YOU CAN SEE THE SADNESS OF IT ALL...IN COMMITTING CRIMES..............I ASK, YOU, JUST WHY........WHY DO YOU DO IT, OVER AND OVER......................DOES IT REALLY HELP YOUR LIFE OR ANYONE ELSES TO COMMIT A CRIME..........YOU ONLY BREAK THE HEART OF THE ONE YOU LOVE...............

IN A PERFECT WORLD, I BELIEVE THERE WILL BE NO CRIMINALS...NO PRISONS...........NO EVIL........

GOD'S WORLD IS A PERFECT WORLD......

TOGETHER WE CAN MAKE THIS A PERFECT WORLD, IF ONLY PEOPLE WERE WILLING TO GIVE UP EVIL............

1 comment:

lv2trnscrb said...

Oh Fran; be careful with your health with fasting like that.

Also, I wish people could give up evil, but they are so entrapped with Satan; we won't have a perfect world until Jesus comes back.

In the meantime, we just have to do the best we can.

You also need to try to wait and not think too much about what happened until you get to talk to Jimmy. Jimmy knows the prison system just like you do and he knows you aren't getting any info and he knows what is probably going through your head. You have to wait and see what happened and why he was sent back.

take care of yourself.

betty