Friday, April 15, 2005

THANKS!

HI EVERYONE!  I JUST GOT BACK FROM THE HOSPITAL, AND HAD AN ULTRASOUND OF MY KIDNEYS...WELL ALL WENT WELL!  I HUMOIUROUSLY SAY TO MYSELF, 'GEE THE DOCTORS ARE ALWAYS LOOKING INSIDE MY BODY, FOR SOMETHING, BUT I'M NOT SURE WHAT!"..YOU SEE, I'M PERFECTLY HEALTHY, AND THAT MAKES THEM SO SAD, BECAUSE THEY CAN'T MAKE MONEY ON ME...I'M JUST TOO HEALTHY, I GUESS! AFTER THE TEST, I TOOK A RIDE TOWRDS SEASIDE.  IT IS A BEAUTIFUL DAY, AND I WAS SO TEMPTED TO GO TO THE BEACH AND BOARDWALK, ALTHOUGH IT'S STILL  COLD. MY JAGUAR DRIVES LIKE A JET, AND I BARELY HAVE TO EVEN STEER IT.  I HIGHLY RECOMMEND A JAGUAR FOR ANY OF YOU LOOKING FOR A NEW CAR.  I'M THE ONE ON THE ROAD WITH MY SPEAKERS BLARING AS LOUD AS THEY GO (jimmy hates me to do that). SO THERE I WAS!  DRIVING MY BLACK JAG, BLONDE HAIR FLYING IN THE WIND, AND SPEAKERS BLARING WITH SADE'S CD.  WELL, I GUESS THAT I AM THE "WOMAN -CHILD," THAT MY HUSBAND SAYS I AM. JIMMY JUST CALLED ME FROM WORK, TO MAKE SURE I GOT HOME SAFELY.  HE IS AS USUAL, BUSY ON HIS JOB, WHICH IS A GOOD THING.  I HOPE I'LL SEE HIM SOON.  SO I GUESS IT WILL BE ANOTHER WEDDING ANNEVESARY ALONE (4/29).  THE TRUTH IS, I HAVE A MAGICAL CONTROL OVER MY HUSBAND. AND I WILL NEVER AGAIN ALLOW HIM TO BE A CRIMINAL (ALTHOUGH I KNOW HE IS VERY GOOD AT IT, THROUGH HIS EXPERTISE).  I WOULDN'T ALLOW IT, AND HE LOVES ME TOO MUCH.  AS DOMINANT AS JIMMY IS, I HAVE COMTROL WITH HIM.  WE HAVE A WAY OF SWITHCHING ROLES.  AND I'M GOOD AT PLAYING THAT GAME. I'M GOOD AT BEING IN CONTROL, WHEN NECCESARY.  I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL OF YOU WHO GAVE ME SUGGESTIONS TO GET A HOBBY, OR DO VOLUNTEER WORK.  WELL, THE TRUTH IS, I ALREADY HAVE TOO MANY HOBBIES.  THERE ARE NOT ENOUGH HOURS IN THE DAY FOR ME TO ACCOMPLISH EVERYTHING. WHAT I WANT, AND NEED, IS JIMMY, MY HUSBAND.  NOTHING ELSE IS FULFILLING FOR ME.  EVEN PHONE CALLS DON'T DO THE TRICK.  I MEAN, PHONE CALLS ARE OK, BUT SOMETIMES MAKE ME FEEL MORE FRUSTRATED.  OUR WHOLE LIFE HAS ALWAYS BEEN BASED ON "PHONES!"  I'M NOT SURE WHAT WE WOULD DO WITHOUT THEM. SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I LIVE IN A WORLD OF "PHONES, " AS I TALK TO JIMMY ON THE PHONE. AS FAR AS VOLUNTEER WORK IS CONCERNED, WELL, I ONLY WANT TO VOLUNTEER MYSELF TO MY HUSBAND, AS THAT IS HOW IT SHOULD BE.  I WILL BE LOOKING INTO CHANGING MY MAJOR AT COLUMBIA UNIVERSITY, TO MAYBE PSYCHOLOGY (DOCTORAL PROGRAM).  JIMMY SAYS THAT WOULD SUIT ME, AS PEOPLE ARE FOREVER AFTER ME FOR ADVICE.  I ALWAYS HAVE, AND CONTINUE TO , LISTEN TO A LOT OF PEOPLE'S PROBLEMS, AND FEELINGS.  PEOPLE HAVE THE TENDENCY TO GRAVITATE TOWARDS ME, AND SOMETIMES RUN AFTER ME.  I THINK I'M JUST A COMFORTING TYPE OF PERSON.  ALSO, I NEVER LOSE THAT SPARK OF FUN AND EXCITEMENT IN LIFE.  WELL, I GUESS I SAID ENOUGH!   love, fran 

1 comment:

sugar1337 said...

Glad you got out a bit today....my dad has had 2 jags himself and loved them...I am a psy major myself and I love the field of study!  :)