WELL, TODAY WAS ASH WEDNESDAY, SO I WENT TO CHURCH FOR THE ASHES. I SPENT SOME TIME IN THE CHURCH, WHICH WAS BRIGHT AND SUNNY..IT HAD A NICE FEELING TO IT. LOTS OF PEOPLE..THE CHOIR WAS PRACTICING(jimmy insists i join the choir,but i'm a little shy right now). I LIT A $10 CANDLE THAT WILL  BURN FOR JIMMY AND I FOR 1 MONTH, IN FRONT OF THE BLESSED VIRGIN.JIMMY GOT HIS ASHES YESTERDAY, CAUSE THE PRIEST COMES EVERY TUESDAY FOR SUNDAY MASS AND WHATEVER.JIMMY SOUNDS HAPPY ON THE PHONE.HOWEVERRRRRRRRR, HE SAYS HE JUSTY CANNOT GET HIS MIND OFF ME.WELL, IT'S THE SAME HERE. I READ SOMETHING...LOVE IS REALLY NOT AN EMOTION, LIKE ANGER, JOY OR SADNESS, BUT IT IS A NESSESCITY, A DRIVE, LIKE HUNGER AND THIRST.AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF METABOLIC ENERGY IS EXPENDED WHEN YOU ARE IN LOVE.WHEN YOU ARE IN LOVE, PARTS OF YOUR BRAIN LIGHT UP WITH INCREASED BLOOD FLOW.JIMMY AND I OFTEN WATCHED "SEX AND THE CITY." HOWEVER, THESE GIRLS NEED TO START CONCENTRATING ON SOMETHING ELSE.I KNOW WOMEN LIKE THIS.THEIR ONLY PURPOSE IN LIFE IS TO 'FIND A MAN.' WELL, THEY NEED TO LOOSEN UP A LITTLE..RELAX AND GET IN TUNE WITH THE FLOW OF THE UNIVERSE.THEN THAT SPECIAL PERSON WILL COME TO THEM, NATURALLY.WHEN WE MET, JIMMY AND I WERE NOT LOOKING FOR A MATE! IT JUST HAPPENED!NO COURTSHIP. NO DATING.WE JUST GOT MARRIED, RIGHT AWAY.WE KNEW WE WERE "SOULMATES",AND JUST HAD TO BE TOGETHER.I AM SO SORRY THAT THE WORLD IS FULL OF THESE WOMEN,SEEKING MEN.I HOPE THEY FIND THEIR HAPPINESS...........I LOVE YOU, MY JIMMY!