Saturday, January 7, 2006

CLEARING "THINGS" UP

WHEN I STARTED THIS JOURNAL, 2 YEARS AGO, IT WAS ABOUT ME, A WOMAN, WHO WAS IN A STATE OF DESPAIR...A WOMAN WHO WAS SUDDENLY ALONE, WITHOUT HER HUSBAND, WHOM SHE LOVES DEARLY...IT WAS MOSTLY ABOUT MY THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS.  AND THEN, THROUGH THE YEARS, I FOUND MYSELF TALKING ABOUT JIMMY, AND THE PRISON SYSTEM.  WHY?   BECAUSE I BECAME MORE AWARE OF THINGS, THAT I NEVER KNEW ABOUT....I WAS A REGISTERED NURSE MY WHOLE LIFE, AND HAD NEVER, EVER BEEN EXPOSED TO THE PENAL SYSTEM.....IT WAS ALL VERY AMAZING AND SHOKING TO ME, AT THE AGE OF 49, TO SUDDENLY SEE WHAT GOES ON IN PRISONS, ETC.......IT HAS I MUST SAY, BEEN A LEARNING EXPERIENCE FOR ME........

IF YOU ALL HAVEN'T DONE IT ALREADY, PLEASE READ THE COMMENTS IN THE PAST FEW PREVIOUS ENTRIES.  THERE IS ONE VERY ANGRY MAN, WHO SAYS HE WORKS FOR THE DOC, WHO IS WRITING NASTY THINGS...HE IS ANGRY, AND I FEEL SORRY FOR HIM..............HOWEVER, I AM HAPPY THAT THIS JOURNAL HAS CAUSED PEOPLE THROUGHOUT AMERICA TO "THINK."......AND THAT MAKES ME EXTREMLY HAPPY.......NOT ONLY FOR MYSELF, BUT FOR THE PUBLIC TO "OPEN THEIR MINDS," TO WHAT GOES ON IN OUR SOCIETY.......TO DISCUSS THINGS OUT....TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING ON...THE FEELINGS OF PRISONERS, THEIR LOVED ONES, AND YES, EVEN THOSE WORKING IN THE PRISON SYSTEM..........THAT IS WHAT LIFE AND OUR WORLD IS ALL ABOUT..........SO, I THANK YOU FOR EXPRESSING YOUR OPINIONS..........AND MAYBE , TOGETHER, WE CAN HELP TO MAKE THIS WORLD A BETTER PLACE TO LIVE IN.

CTbadCOP197, SEEMS TO THINK HE IS HERE , ON THIS JOURNAL, TO "EXPOSE,' MY HUSBAND.  THERE ARE NO SECRETS, AND I'VE BEEN HONEST ALL ALONG.  I WILL TRY TO MAKE THINGS CLEAR, AS I THINK 'CT COP," HAS THINGS A LITTLE MIXED UP.  AND I WOULD SUGGEST YOU CHECK OUT HIS PROFILE....GO THERE, AND YOU'LL SEE WHAT I MEAN.....ALSO, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK  "LOVR ROBIN," WHO WRITES A LONG COMMENT, AND SAYS IT WAY BETTER THAN ME....YOU REALLY TOLD HIM OFF, ROBIN!.. THANK YOU SO MUCH....

CT COP, SAYS TO E-MAIL HIM, AND HE WILL GIVE YOU JIMMY'S SBI NUMBER, ETC......IT IS NO SECRET.  IF YOU WANT HIS NUMBER, JUST E-MAIL ME.  YES, JIMMY WAS IN PRISON BEFORE, MANY YEARS AGO, FOR "BOOTLEGGING MUSIC"  (MAKING COPIES OF CD'S).......HE SPENT 18 MONTHS ON "JONE FARM."  THIS IS NO SECRET, BELIEVE ME!...I THINK I EVEN WRITE ABOUT IT IN THIS JPURNAL, AROUND A YEAR OR SO AGO.............JONES FARM IS TOGETHER WITH "CRAF, " WHERE HE IS RIGHT NOW.....MANY OF THE PEOPLE WORKING IN THE PRISON RECOGNIZE HIM.....ALSO, JIMMY WENT INTO PRISONS, AS A BAIL BONDSMNAN (HE WAS ONE FOR 12 YEARS), AND MANY PEOPLE KNOW HIM.  WHEN JIMMY WAS AT JONES FARM  (I THINK IT WAS IN THE 80'S), HE HAD A VERY GOOD JOB, THERE.  HE PLACED THE CRIMINALS IN JOBS IN THE PRIISON....SO, HE WORKED IN THE EMPLOYMENT CENRER, AND WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR PLACING HUNDREDS OF CRIMINALS IN PRISON JOBS.

JIMMY HAS ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT MOST PEOPLE WORKING IN THE PRISON SYSTEM ARE NICE TO HIM.  HE HAS NEVER HAD A PROBLEM WITH ANYONE...HE IS NICE TO THEM, AND THEY ARE NICE TO HIM...PERIOD.

JIMMY HAS ALWAYS BEEN A MODEL PRISONER, WHILE IN PRISON...HE FOLLOWS ALL RULES, AND IS A NON-VIOLENT PERSON.  HE REPEATEDLY SAYS HE IS SORRY FOR HIS CRIMES, AND HE WOULD NEVER DONE ANY CRIMINAL ACTIVITY, IF HE HAD MET ME EARLIER IN LIFE...

SORRY TO CAUSE SUCH A "STIR,' IN YOUR LIFE, CT COP....CT COP, HAS "IM'D " ME, AND I TRIED TO EXPAIN THINGS FOR HIM, AND CLEAR THINGS UP....AS WE WERE ON THE COMPUTER, HE PULLED UP JIMMY'S PRISON RECORDS...HE THOUGHT I WOULD BE SHOCKED, AS HE TOLD ME JIMMY'S SBI NUMBER, AND OTHER INFO ABOUT HIM....YESM IT IS ALL PUBLIC RECORD....MY HUSBAND HAD TO CHECK FILES OF CRIMINALS IN HIS OWN JOB AS A ONDSMAN, SO I KNOW IT IS THERE..........I'M NOT EXACTLY SURE WHAT YOU ARE TRYING TO PROVE, BUT IN MY BOOK, YOU ARE PROVING NOTHING...........YOU ARE TRYING TO SAY MY HUSBAND WAS NEVER HONEST WITH ME, AS SO MANY CRIMINALS ARE TOWARDS THEIR WIVES..........WELL, OUR LOVE AND MARRIAGE IS STRONGER THEN YOUR WORDS, BECAUSE WE WERE JOINED TOGETHER BEFORE GOD, HIMSELF, IN THIS LIFETIME.

GOOD NIGHT............FRAN

13 comments:

thinkingoutloud said...

Fran,
Good for you.
Don't let this CT COP get to you or your readers.
Why someone would bother to mess with you is a shame.
Your love for Jimmy is evident.
Stay strong!

Huggs n love-
Niki

SHAME ON YOU CT COP! GET A LIFE AND LEAVE THIS LADY ALONE!

lv2trnscrb said...

I did check out CTbadcop's profile - valium and Percs - which I assumed was Percocet. I emailed him a letter and then after I sent it I unsent it because I wrote it in haste and didn't want to play his game back to him.

I don't know why he is making such a big deal about writing negative comments in your journal. Does he have a grudge against women who are loyal to their husbands even when they are in prison? Jimmy is serving his time. Jimmy is being accountable for his actions. I have every faith that Jimmy will come out of prison and stay out of prison this time. If he doesn't, its not CTbadcop's problem. Its between you and Jimmy. So I wish that guy would get off your case.

CTbadcop if you read this - think twice why you are harrassing someone who is just out there expressing her thoughts - duh,its her blog. You have the choice to read it or not to read it. But you don't have the right to criticize her for living the life she is choosing to live.

CTbadcop if you have a blog, please email me a link. I would like to know more about you.

Fran, you hang in there. You have my support and loyalty. I respect and admire you. You are doing a good thing by keeping this blog.

betty

stargazed0821 said...

This guy's attitude is EXACTLY the kind of thing that belongs nowhere near an authority position in a prison.  Sounds like he gets his kicks throwing his supposed power around and acting like he is better than everyone else.  From his profile about percs and valium being a great mix, he just might be a good candidate for a prison cell and not a job there.  Don't pay any mind to what this guy has to say... he's one small voice that does not reflect the attitude of the multitude.  It's people like this that abuse their position of power in prisons and send inmates out the gates in worse shape than when they came in.  This guy belongs in a cell not guarding one....

Steffi
http://spaces.msn.com/members/prisontalk
http://prisontalk.blogspot.com

uniquelyme1201 said...

I'm generally a silent reader--but this CT bad cop thing is CRAZY--Fran, you are doing such a wonderful thing by having this journal--your making a difference in many peoples lives even--and your opening up peoples eyes to what is really going on---I've gained a lot of knowledge from this journal since I found it months ago--and I'm a total supporter of both you and jimmy--keep up the good work!~Tarah

stargazed0821 said...

Fran-- thanks so much!  I will post a link to your site on my blogpage.  I would definitely love to have input from Jimmy on my site!  That would be great.  I have a long way to go to get my site where I need it to be... I have alot of posts to repost over here... There's alot more information over on my other blogpage, but we are going to fix that here right shortly!  I am transferring it all over and going to keep up both pages.  
Steffi
http://prisontalk.blogspot.com

sugar1337 said...

I guess he has no life really...I would just block him from iming you and block him from leaving comments on your journal...you don't need his bs.  From his profile he sounds like some punk ass teenager anyways...probably has no friends and just gets off to messing with others.

loverobin32 said...

Sorry Fran for using your journal for this but I have to speak once again to that man....Sir, where did you go to school cause you seem to have a reading problem...you say "exclusive" and I said expensive. That was your 1st mistake. 2nd of all my Uncle is the Chief...he earned that right after years of serving on the force never once in my comment did I say I wanted to be a Chief...I said Parole/Probation Officer...that was mistake number 2 on you. My parents never sent me to jail....the school I attended took my whole class for Christmas to talk with and get a better understanding of a criminals life for an assignment(we also took fruit baskets cause it was the season of giving). Mistake number 3 on your part. If I thought everyone was innocent then why would I be out over $37,000 dollars in tution (after my grants) to become a part of the legal system? just another mistake onyour part and you tell me that I need to know what I am talking about, and to be able to back it up with facts (that would be the pot calling the kettle black)! As far as Jimmy, he admits he is guility, he was found guility, when did I ever say he was innocent? Sir, after getting a peek at your profile I have a few questions for you.....Are you a drug addict? Do you need some of us here to try and get you some help for that problem cause I am sure the legal system would be highly upset to know one of their own was using drugs. Your profile screams out of drug addiction and I would be more than willing to help you get started in your steps of recovery. Drugs only lead to a life of crime and possibly hurting yourself. If your feeling depression let some of us seek out help for you. I would hate for you to possible hurt yourself or worse lose your job due to drug use. We are here for you to help you in any way. Please take care of yourself and remember drugs are not the way. Get high off life....its much safer. Robin

loverobin32 said...

I wanted to repost that comment on this entry so that "CTbadcop" would be sure to read it....I wouldnt delete him Fran cause even his ID name screams out for help and someone even maybe yourself might be able to help him and guide him. At 1st I thought he was just a mean man until I looked at his profile and his ID name and then his comment was so full of mistakes until I could just feel him screaming out for attention and help. Hugggs Robin

mumma4evr said...

there is an awful ot of injustices out there inthe world..I came across this story in 2 different places..and thought I would share it. http://www.norfolkfour.com/index.php  or try this one http://www.norfolkfour.com/index.php?
Becky

piperacharmed1 said...

Sounds like the bad cop....which explains the type of person he is right there....just needs to get a life.

Tracie

mindercella33 said...

I say ignore him fran. He is looking for attention in what seems like a very lonely life. take care. i keep you in my prayers. cyndy

ctbadcop197 said...

As with all of you on AOL my profile is a joke. I was attacked by people like frans husband and am out right now due to injuries. Instead of judging me you should all thank god there are people like me who silently serve everyday to keep people like YOU safe.

topazscorpio26 said...

You know you can block CT if you want to.  Go into "Block Screen name" and dont' even bother talking to the damn idiot if you don't want to.