Thursday, August 12, 2004

Hello, it's me!

Hi Everyone!

 Dear "Sugar"...Thank you so much for stopping by to read my journal, and inviting me to read yours!  I guess it might have been spooky to stop by and read a journal about a prisoner and his wife, but I guess you can see we are normal people.  I married a very intelligent man ...A man who probably views life as a chess-game....However, our story is unique, because they "the system, or the state," took Jimmy away from me at a time when we were madly in love...we were together 24/7..we couldn't get enough of each other...we were worse than 2 teenagers....and the day he left me, it was like a physical pain in my body, no less my head.  When Jimmy came out to marry me in Vegas, he had a return plane tix back to New Jersey, as he was a Bailbondsman, and had an office and business things to settle....Well, he just couldn't do it...he couldn't leave me...he had to stay with me..forever by my side...and thus , we had a terrific whirlwind romance in Las Vegas,,,so powerful, the winds would blow around us!.....and we had people come up to us and say, "It's so nice to see 2 people in love!  And he wine and dined me, and we did so many things, and went so many places...and he treated me like a queen!.............Someday, I envision our story to be made into a movie....I'm serious...it will be the greatest love story told....I already see parts of it in my head...and the book is nearly finished.......................

  To answer your question, Sugar, Jimmy's charges were "conspiracy."   That is, he helped to import mariguana (I can't quite remember, is that how you spell it?).....well anyway, pot.........800 lbs of it.  I can't believe how stupid he was, because it was not for money that he did it..he was helping someone....and if you really want to laugh....you can start laughing right now...he never, ever in his life smoked the stuff!!!.........He has no idea what it is like to smoke a joint...Back in the 70's everyone smoked pot...."and some of us didn't inhale!"..............And now I have a husband in prison for this...can you imagine!...........He never smoked pot, never took any sort of drug, and doesn't drink liquor, and never smoked cigarettes.....he has been a very good boy in life....trouble is, he got hooked on me!

Dear Dawn,

  Thankyou so much for your nice comment....I'm glad I made you smile!............Yes, I got to see Jimmy on Tuesday night for 45 minutes.....it was wonderful!....we sat there and held hands, and kissed..I just can't wait for him to come home...You see, for us, we are so connected.  For 17 months we have talked on the phone, every day 3-5 or more times a day....I feel like he's always with me...Going to Talbot Hall is very dreamy to me...almost like I'm in another realm....because I know it is only for a certain amount of minutes...from the moment I get there, I know I will soon leave...and, as soon as I get home, I walk in the door at 10:30pm, and he calls me!.................Anyhow, all the food I cooked for him had to be brought back home, because no food was allowed in that night....Well, that made Prince happy...he got to eat steak, lasagna, cole slaw, potato salad, salami sandwhiches on rye with grape tomatoes...he's a lucky dog!....and the italian loaf bread and rolls, I threw outside to the birds!!!!!!!!!!...........So everyone is happy now!

  I have had a 24 hour virus , since Wednesday, and have been in bed since then.  I just got up a little while ago, and feel much better, now, much stronger....I had chills, fever, body pains, and gastrointestinal problems....I don't even remember yesterday at all!...I'm so happy to feel better again!.........I'm back in the world again!.......................FRAN

8 comments:

janothy said...

aaww...this is so sweet!  Actually writing to the people that comment.  makes it more personal that way.  I wondered about his charges, also.  Thanks for answering that one.  

Sorry to hear you've been sick!  it's good to see you are feeling better now!

I'll keep you in my prayers.

Jan

sugar1337 said...

Thanks for answering my questions....ya unfortunately the legal system in this country is really as messed up as it is sometimes.  But it is better than some.  At least he won't be in there forever though.  :)

grettysk said...

HEY FRAN!!!!!!!!!!

GOSH...i haven't written for a long while.  Been busy...my father, who lives in Little Rock AR, was visiting for awhile...so needless to say...been busy.  Sounds like you have, too!!!  ahhhh...i can't imagine what that first kiss you and Jimmy shared was like. SIGHhhhhhhhhhh.  Sorry you were sick.  I will write more later...but just want you to know i haven't stopped thinking about you two.  Lots of love to you and jimmy!!!  Gretchen xo

crystalmoon222 said...

Thanks Jan for always reading my journal, and being so nice to me.  Also, thanx for remembering me in your prayers...and I will pray for you too!...Sugar, I tried getting into your private joirnal. but couldn't.....Gretchen, I miss you so, but I'm happy you are having a great time with your father!...AND YES, THE FIRST KISS, AFTER 1 YEAR, WAS VERY WONDERFUL...YOU CAN WELL IMAGINE1....Just today, I found an old journal from 2000 that I was writing in...that was 1 year before I met Jimmy...I wrote a small entry about ZEN SEX...I have a lot of books about that, and I bet you believe in it too...it is a higher level of sexual consciosness, and I have a lot of books about it...It is reaching a higher level with your mate... not just raw sex...it is the most beautiful experience...well, the entry I had written was that being seperated for long periods of time , make the sexual expeience more powerful, when reunited...it explained about preparing yourself for the meeting...meditation, candles, incense, lighting...eating fruit...things like that...it made me happy to read that once again....

blondepennierae said...

It's an intersting journal you have here.  Have enjoyed every minute of it.  Pennie

http://journals.aol.com/blondepennierae/APenniesWorth

blondepennierae said...

It's an intersting journal you have here.  Have enjoyed every minute of it.  Pennie

http://journals.aol.com/blondepennierae/APenniesWorth

laskalolo said...

your story is touching

laskalolo said...

You marry a Dominican you marry his family


i would like to submit a story for you and prove i understand where you stand...but i dont know how??
laskalolo@aol.com