Wednesday, May 10, 2006

HAPPY THOUGHTS

JUST A FAST NOTE, BEFORE I COOK DINNER FOR PRINCE...HE'S HAVING HAMBURGERS TONITE     :)

JIMMY HAS BEEN CALLING ME EVERY HOUR TODAY.......WE JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF EACH OTHER, AND WE LOVE TO TALK TO EACH OTHER!

HE IS EXCITED TO BE GOING TO THE NEW HALF-WAY HOUSE...HIS BAGS ARE ALL PACKED AND READY TO GO!......THE PLACE WHERE HE IS GOING IS LOCATED ON THE CAMPUS OF RUTGERS UNIVERSITY....IN A RESIDENTIAL AREA...........THERE ARE ONLY AROUND 100 OR SO GUYS THERE.......MANY HAVE PRIVATE ROOMS, WITH TV'S.....AND SOME CAN EVEN HAVE A CAR..............SO, I AM HAPPY ABOUT THIS!............SOME OF HIS FELLOW INMATES WENT THERE, WHO WERE ATTORNEYS AND FINANCIAL LOAN OFFICERS........EVERYONE SEEMS TO LIKE IT THERE!

TODAY I SAT OYTSIDE WITH PRINCE, IN OUR RESIDENTIAL , GATED COMMUNITY.  I GAZED AT THE BLUE SKY, AND THE TREES, AND LISTENED TO THE BIRDS SINGING..........IT IS VERY PEACEFUL HERE, EXCEPT FOR THE OCCASIONAL CONSRUCTION WORKERS, WHO ARE WORKING ON NEAR-BY HOMES.............NEXT WEEK, I WILL GET SOME BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS TO PUT OUT ON THE PATIO!   :)

FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS, JIMMY HAS BEEN HELPING AT LOGAN HALL TO FIX THE COMPUTERS....HE IS WORKING ALONG WITH THE STAFF TO FIX THEM, AS MY HUSBAND IS VERY PROFICIENT IN COMPUTERS..........HOWEVER, HE TELLS ME THAT THE INMATES HAVE GOTTEN INTO THE COMPUTERS, SOMEHOW, WITHOUR KNOWING THE PASSWORD...........AND THEY ARE THE ONES MESSING THE COMPUTER SYSTEM UP.....I SAID, " JIMMY, HOW DO THEY KNOW HOW TO GET INTO A COMPITER, WITHOUT THE PASSWORD?"         HE SAID..."THAT IS WHY THEY ARE HERE, FRAN...THEY  ARE CRIMINALS, AND KNOW HOW TO DO STUFF LIKE THAT."

WELL, IN ANSWER TO MY NASTY "COMMENTER"...........I LOVE PEOPLE LIKE YOU...WITH BITTER, NASTY TONGUES.......YOU ARE IN ACTUALITY WHAT MAKES MY JOURNAL FAMOUS, BECAISE YOU KEEP READING IT...........

AND TO REPLY TO YOU, "MY HUSBAND DID NOT START THE DRUG PROBLEM IN OUR COUNTRY, OR WORLD.."  ALSO, IT WAS MARIJUANA, NOT HARD-CORE DRUGS THAT HE TRANSPORTED..........YES, NOT THE HARD-CORE DRUGS, THAT YOU ALL LET YOUR CHILDREN TAKE............"  "ALSO, YOU ARE REPEATING COMMON, PUBLIC  KNOWLEDGE, THAT MY HUSBAND HAS COMMITTED CRIMES IN THE PAST, AND YES HE IS KNOWN AS A "CAREER CRIMINAL.".......HE'S PAYING FOR IT, ISN'T HE?......"YOUR TONGUE MAY SPEAK BITTER WORDS TOWARDS ME, BUT YOU, MY DEAR ONE, CAN NEVER STOP THE FLOW OF LOVE."

A SPECIAL THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO READS MY JOURNAL, AND HAS SUPPORTED ME WITH KIND, LOVING WORDS, FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS.................FRAN

 

8 comments:

lanurseprn said...

I'm so glad he's going to a nice place.  I'd sure like to know how they DO get into computers without a password!  Scary, huh? What if they get all of your personal stuff.  GEEZ!
I'm new to your journal.  Brand new.  I've really enjoyed it so far and I admire you for your strength in dealing with being a prison wife.  I do hope Jimmy and you will be together soon.
Pamela

mandymeme4910 said...

Oh goodness Fran, Some people have a hard time understanding your journal, but for us guyes and gals who have been keeping up with your journaling for some time now--We understand-We have been here with you through thick and thin. It's hard for some to understand why we stand behind our loved ones like we do. It's hard for us to understand ourselves sometimes. But it's all in the name of LOVE. I want to personally thank you for your sharing your very personal and intimate thoughts here with us. Many days i have taken great inspiration from your words. I want to thank you for staying strong on the days that i know i couldn't of and i want to thank you for being honest with us and yourself on those days when you barely made it. Thank you Fran for being true to who you really are.

derasta said...

You'll never be able to please everyone and we all are entitled to our own opinions...we all make mistakes and it's so wonderful when we are forgiven.

http://journals.aol.com/derasta/MyBigFatGreekLife

shobsxy said...

fran, im a 39 year old divorcee.i'm going through alot.my dad is dying of lung cancer with bone and brain mets and i'm also a RN. im currently in love with an incarcerated man at jones farm in w. trenton. he will be going to logan hall in a few weeks. he isnt new to the penal system, and got his parole violated from a 2001 charge for drug possesion.he is a recovering addict with 19 months clean which is a miracle because he was strung out for the better part of 20 years after his wife died in 1986. new year's eve 1986 he and his wife got in an argument and he didnt want her to go so he was mad and told her if she went out not to come back. tragically she was killed by a drunk driver that night and the beginning of his end. 2 b continued.

shobsxy said...

i dont have anything 2 hide, i dont even know how 2 set up the profile just yet. the only reason i even joined aol was 2 correspond w/ u as i am new to this process, never in my wildest dreams did i think i'd ever be involved w/ an incarcerated man. his name is jimmy also, he was free when we met and has been locked since dec. 21, 2005. my days are consumed w/ writng letters, calling lawyers, checking daily on his elderly mom, taking care of my daughter, and the working full time as a nurse. I still have my scrubs on, as i run to my computer to read your journal. im struggling through this process. do you know what it feels like to be lost w/o a person to the point it feels like a bowling ball is in your stomach? I havent seen him in5 months, and i hope 2 see him in 2 weeks.we'll probably both end up crying. 2 b continued...

shobsxy said...

at any rate, i'm just going through a very tough time. i'm all alone in this process and no one understands why me, a professional educated woman would put herself through this but honestly i've never loved anyone this way, not even my ex-husband. so , it wouldn't be in my best interest to anihilate anyone as i'm all alone as it is. i'm not 2 big to say i'm humbly sorry. I'm not a monster, just a woman in a whole lot of internalized pain. i'm sorry if i hurt your feelings, and i'm sure i did. I need you!

bobandkate said...

I think that it is easy to take offence from what is written in black and white. I always try to give people the benefit of the doubt and maybe ask them to clarify what they mean, if I think they are being offensive,
Kate.
http://journals.aol.co.uk/bobandkate/AnAnalysisofLife/

mindercella33 said...

Fran,,Glad to hear Jimmy will be moving soon. That is scarey knowing they can get into the computers, but hey like Jimmy said they are criminals. I am glad you are getting oout more and not staying locked up in your house. It's not good for your health Fran. Take care.
              Hugs,Cyndy. Mendota,IL.