Friday, March 10, 2006

JIMMY CALLED

HI EVERYONE!

JIMMY 'S CALL CAME THROUGH AT 5:30 pm.......WE ARE SO HAPPY AND EXCITED TO FINALLY TALK AFTER SO LONG!.........WE HAD 2 15 MINUTE CALLS, AND HE WILL CALL ME ONCE AGAIN IN A LITTLE WHILE..........HE SOUNDED SO GREAT, AND SO HAPPY!.........I COULD HEAR ALl THE GUYS AROUND HIM...EVERYONE EXCITED THAT HIS PIN NUMBER FINALLY WORKED!....ALL THE GUYS WANTED TO GET ON THE PHONE AND TALK TO ME, TOO!.....I DID TALK TO ONE GUY FOR A COUPLE OF MINUTES, WHO WAS VERY NICE. 

JIMMY'S FIRST WORDS TO ME WERE, "MY GOD YOU SOUND SO GOOD!"

AND SO, WE DID A LOT OF CATCHING UP, AND LOVE TALK...BUT I KNOW THERE WILL BE A LOT OF LOVE TALK IN THE NEXT CALL, BEFORE WE GO TO SLEEP........

JIMMY TOLD ME HE IS NOT IN A CELL, BUT IS IN A PLACE CALLED "THE TRAILORS," WHICH IS IN BAYSIDE MEDIUM PRISON.......THERE ARE SEVERAL TRAILORS PUT TOGETHER, AND THERE ARE CUBICLES, WITH BUNK BEDS....SO HE IS IN AN AREA WITH A LOT OF OTHER MEN..........HE HAS A SMALL JOB, GIVING OUT PAPERS TO THE INMATES..........HE IS FRIENDLY WITH ROBERT, THE INMATES MOTHER THAT WAS CALLING ME, AND THE COMMUNICATOR BETWEEN JIMMY AND MYSELF.......ROBERT WORKS IN THE KITCHEN, AND GIVES JIMMY EXTRA FOOD!   :)         WELL, AFTER ALL...I HAVE A BIG HUSBAND WHO LIKES TO EAT!

AND SO, THAT'S ABOUT IT..........LIFE MOVES SMOOTHLY ALONG......ALL IN PEACE AND HARMONY.  EVERYTHING IN IT'S PLACE AND TIME........

JIMMY LOOKS FORWARD TO BEING MOVED TO THE HALF-WAY BACK HOUSE ON 3/21...THAT IS ONLY 10 DAYS AWAY......

...............OK...I JUST NOW SPOKE THE THIRD TIME WITH JIMMY....HE IS SO HAPPY AND POSITIVE.....I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!...............HE'LL CALL AGAIN, TOMORROW AT 1PM....HE TOLD ME THAT THROUGHOUT THE DAY, HIS WEDDING BAND GETS VERY HOT....SO HOT THAT HE TAKES IT OFF FOR A WHILE....PEOPLE TELL HIM IT'S THE ENERGY I SEND HIM............AND RIGHT NOW, I'M FEELING A LITTLE WEAK...DRAINED OUT, AND WILL GO LAY DOWN.......

FIRST, HOWEVER, I WOILD LIKE TO SAY TO "MTDEW," THAT NO ONE IS PICKING ON HER, AND TO JUST CALM DOWN.  SHE IS ENTITLED TO HER OPINIONS, AS OTHERS ARE TOO.  I HAPPEN TO LIKE PEOPLE LIKE YOU, AS YOU ARE A CHALLENGE FOR ME.  YOU SEE, I BELIEVE YOU NEED A LOT OF LOVE AND GUIDANCE IN THIS WORLD....YOU ARE BASICALLY A VERY LOVING AND GIVING PERSON, AND YOU ARE IN A LOT OF PHYSICAL PAIN, AND THAT DISTRESSES YOU MOST OF THE TIME...YOU FEEL THE WORLD DOES NOT UNDERSTAND YOU, AND YOUR PHYSICAL PROBLEMS ARE A BURDEN TO YOU............YOU LOVE CHILDREN, AND ARE HAPPY TO BE AROUND THEM...LEARN TO RELAX MORE, AND DO NOT FEEL THE WORLD IS "OUT AFTER YOU."   THE WORLD IS HERE, TO HELP YOU THROUGH YOUR JOURNEY....YOU NEED TO BE TOLD OVER AND OVER AGAIN, THAT YOU ARE LIKED, AND LOVED.  YOU NEED TO BE PRAISED FOR WHAT YOU DO ON A DAILY BASIS...YOU LACKED PRAISE AS A CHILD, AND SO YOU BEAR SUFFERING AS AN ADULT, THROUGH PHYSICAL DISABILITIES.  AND SO,WE WILL SEND BLESSINGS TO YOUR HUSBAND AND YOUR MARRIAGE....AND PRAY THAT ALL GOES VERY WELL FOR YOU.

WE CAN TALK HERE, AND GIVE OUR OPINIONS, BUT PLEASE NO FIGHTING........I DON'T LIKE HATRED, AND I DON'T LIKE ARGUEMENTS, AND CONTROVERSY..............MAY THIS JOURNAL REMAIN A PLACE OF PEACE, COMFORT, AND JOY FOR THOSE THAT STOP HERE, ON THEIR JOURNEY THROUGH LIFE....................................Fran

10 comments:

mtdewkd1995 said...

(She appears to be young and obviously stupid.  Instead of leaving nasty comments, she should get off of her fat ass and clean  up her apartment.  Her husband looks pretty slim compared to her.  Probably
eats all their food and works him hard!! Oh, I'm sooooo bad.) This is slamming me read it!!! Trust me this journal will be reported to aol for slander if that comment is NOT gone in a few minutes!!!

detjebea5 said...

I am so happy to read that you finally got to talk to your husband. I bet your heart was pounding so fast. Again, I am very happy for you. Have a great weekend.

reshplatz04 said...

Oh Fran! I am so happy for you that Jimmy is able to call again! How wonderful! I am truly coming to appreciate what the phone calls mean!  You and Jimmy are a great encouragement to Nate and I during this time. Thank you!
Brenda Resh

mindercella33 said...

Hey ((((Fran)))), great news about the phone calls. I bet you did sound like an angel to Jimmy, after not speaking for so long. Although I have a feeling he always says you sound like and are his angel. Even though Jimmy made a mistake in his past, he is paying for it. I think you got  lucky Fran and found one of the good ones. Thay are hard to find these days. I myself was lucky. I have not been able to keep up with your journal due to health problems I wrote you about. Mtdewkd1995 was way out of line in many ways Fran, she really should not hve spoken to you in such a manner. Ill health is never an excuse for ignorance and bad behavior. Sorry that is just my opinion. As for her friend the "PRISON GUARD", HE IS ONE OF THE REASONS SOME INMATES SO INTENSELY DISLIKE THE GUARDS.  The men and women who are in prison are doing their time it is normal that they don't want their families to suffer for the foolish and sometimes deadly acts they have committed. It is inhuman in my eyes, that a person would  even think like that, he should be removed from his position.  One more thing, mtdewkd1995, YOU CAN NOT SUE SOMEONE OVER A COMMENT IN A JOURNAL, ESPECIALLY SINCE THE PERSONS OWN NEGITIVE  COMMENT BROUGHT  ON THE REPLY, LOL. SOME PEOPLE AMAZE ME. Well sorry for the long comment Fran, but I really had to respond. Take care and God bless. Tell Jimmy hi and I am really happy for you both, things are definately looking up.:) Hugs, Cyndy

lv2trnscrb said...

so glad you got to talk to Jimmy,Fran. You waited long and hard for this; I bet it was the worth the wait. Like I said before, you truly are a lady!

betty

calligurl675 said...

awww come on now mtdew, at least have the courage of your convictions , you cant say something and then threaten to sue people when they bite back at ya!!
i happen to have somewhat the same opinion as you regarding prisoners[ they are being PUNISHED  for their CRIMES] and all that, but these bunch of ladys on here will not want to hear it, and how can they , their men are in jail they can hardly accept that they have made bad choices with their partners, they will always get up on their high horses when anyone dares to make a comment that is not sycophantic ,
lets look at it
Jimmy was a drug runner, plain and straight ,fran has addmitted it, people who are addicted to drugs made the choice to buy them so on, fair enough yada yada yada, but what about the children of the people who are on the drugs that people like frans husband run, they are desperate for help desperate for love , they live in misery and pain , this is what i am getting at
Jimmy made a mistake that too is fair enough, he will not do it again, fantastic, hats off to ya there jimmy, but he must be punished for what he did do, i do NOT  mean that fran must be punished not at all , why should she, she has done nothing wrong, but however she MUST accept that jimmy is being punished and that punishement does not mean a life of luxury, access to a telephone whenever he desires and so on and so forth,it must be hard being seperated from the one you love, but it too will pass and jimmy will emerge, hopefully rehabilitated from his incarceration, to live a productive and prosperous life
i am not causing trouble i am not in need of love i have not been neglected in my childhood, i am just a normal regular person with normal regular veiws
if you dont like them bring it on!!!!

ccomeculo said...

This is in reference to comments made by "calligurl675." No one is excusing what Jimmy has done. What about the drugs??? Its all about demand. If parents were doing their jobs, kids will not be turning to drugs. I grew up in a wealthy town surrounded by "rich" kids. And what did they do??????? They crossed the bridge on Friday and/or Saturday nights buying drugs. It is easier to judge others but its harders to see one's self.  If people would stop using drugs and owe up to their responsibility, there will be no need for drug dealers.  As for Jimmy, I can not judged him for what he had done in the past because I have not walked in his shoes.  As for me, I know that my husband has made mistakes and I will do my best to make sure that he stays clean, but if he fails, do I leave him?? No. How can you give up on someone you love???

piperacharmed1 said...

just because someone doesn't agree with you....doesn't mean that they are in distress...or not in love with someone....they just don't agree with you.

mtdewkd1995 said...

I never said I was going to sue over the slander! But I'm still here. Yes I agree Fran should not be punnished for Jimmy's mistakes but that's how the system works it punishes everyone. But I'm happy Jimmy called you Fran! I have love I need and I have God in my life. Yes I was abused as a child. But Fran or anyone else who wants to know more can im me. I've caused enough trouble on here so I'll just shut up for a while but I'll be back..~ Faye(See I even leave my name this time!!!)

sugar1337 said...

That one person who keeps leaving comments sounds a little bipolar or something with the hot and cold comments....hmm...don't know what to think there....but either way I am glad you got to talk to him and that things look to be improving....it is important to find your center and strength so that you can heal yourself for I can imagine that all of this has done quite a number on you as well.