...JUST SOME THOUGHTS...PART I

HI EVERYONE!.AND SPECIAL THANKS TO BILL AND LIBBY, DAKOTA AND LUCY, GRANDPAPPY, BERMILLO, BECKY, CAROL HEHE, CINDY(INMTWIFE) , DAWN ..FOR READING MY JOURNAL (AND ANYONE I MAY HAVE INADVERTANTLY LEFT OUT!  THANK YOU BILL AND LIBBY, BERMILLO, AND BECKY , FOR THE SPECIAL PRAYERS FOR THE WIDOWER INMATE.......SUCH A SAD SITUATION...IT'S BEYOND WORDS.  JIMMY TOLD HIM THAT PEOPLE ON THE INTERNET AROUND THE COUNTRY ARE PRAYING FOR HIM AND HIS WIFE.  THIS HAS MADE HIM HAPPY AND GIVEN HIM SOME PEACE OF MIND.  DAWN, THANK YOU FOR YOUR CARING WORDS, THAT WE WILL SOON BE TOGETHER SOON.  NOW, I WILL ANSWER SOME OF THE QUESTIONS THAT WERE LEFT IN THE COMMENTS......THE LAWYER WENT TO SEE HIM FOR 1 HOUR LAST WEEK. ORIGINALLY WE THOUGHT JIMMY WOULD COME HOME ON ISP....WHICH IS HOUSE ARREST, AND HE WOULD WEAR A METAL BRACELET...OUR HOME WOULD BE UNDER SCRUTINY 24/7. EVEN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT THE OFFICIALS CAN COME INTO YOUR HOUSE WHILE YOU ARE SLEEPING.  I HAVE HEARD SOME HORRIBLE STORIES ABOUT IT, AND IF YOU ARE RESPECTABLE PEOPLE, IT CAN BE EMBARRESSING WITH NEIGHBORS, ETC.  SO THE ATTORNEY SAID, IT IS NOW LATE IN THE GAME, SO FORGET ISP. INSTEAD JIMMY WILL GO TO A HALF-WAY HOUSE SOON. HE CAN WEAR STREET CLOTHES, HE MUST GET A REGULAR JOB, AFTER A FEW MONTHS HE CAN GET WEEKEND FURLOUGHS HOME..FRI., SAT., SUN.,..HE CAN COME HOME.  HE CAN USE ONE OF OUR CARS TO DRIVE HOME AND TO HIS JOB. HE CAN ORDER TAKE OUT FOOD...PIZZA, ETC.  WE WILL USE A PHONE CARD TO TALK(CHEAPER)...UPON LEAVING THE FARM, HE GOES TO AN EVALUATUON CENTER FIRST, IN TRENTON, NEW JERSEY.  I MUST GO THERE WITH HIS CLOTHES.  WE CAN KISS, HUG, AND I CAN SPEND SEVERAL HOURS WITH HIM...IT IS VERY LENIENT THERE...I TRY NOT TO THINK OF THE WHOLE PROCESS.......JUST WRITING ABOUT IT MAKES ME FEEL APPREHENSIVE...I TRY NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT TOO MUCH.......CONTINUES IN THE NEXT ENTRY