Saturday, April 10, 2004

Happy Easter, Everyone!

HAPPY EASTER AND HAPPY SPRING!  HOPING ALL IS WELL WITH YOU, AND THANKS FOR READING ABOUT MY LIFE!  I HAD A FEW BAD DAYS THERE, BUT I'M BACK ON TRACK!  IT'S THE USUAL AT THE PRISON...EASTER OR NOT!..OF COURSE THERE ARE PHONE PROBLEMS AT THE PRISON.  AROUND EVERY 3 MONTHS, THEY MESS THINGS UP, AND THIS TIME IT FELL ON EASTER WEEKEND!  JIMMY'S BEEN FINDING WAYS TO GET THRU TO ME WITH THE HELP OF HIS FELLOW INMATES, THOUGH.  HE HAS HAD INMATES WIVES CALLING ME, TO LET ME KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON, AND MAYBE ON MONDAY I HAVE TO MAKE A PHONE CALL TO STRAIGHTEN THINGS OUT.  WELL, I'M HERE AS USUAL , ALONE FOR EASTER.EVEN BEING WITH FAMILY MEMBERS FOR THE FUNERAL DIDN'T INSPIRE THEM TO ASK ME OVER FOR EASTER DINNER.  OH WELL, AS SOME OF YOU MAY UNDERSTAND, PEOPLE DON'T LIKE ASSOCIATING WITH A PRISONER'S WIFE...SHE IS SORT OF THE 5TH WHEEL, AND DOESN'T BELONG ANYWHERE! WELL, IT'S OK.  I KEEP TRUDGING ALONG!  I HOPE IT'S SUNNY....I'LL GO FOR A WALK, AND SIT OUTSIDE, FORMULATING POEMS IN MY HEAD....TONITE ON THE PHONE, JIMMY PROMISED TO TAKE ME TO MUSEUMS AND CULTURAL THINGS WHEN HE GETS HOME, AS I REQUESTED HE DO.  BUT MOST OF ALL, HE PROMISED TO MAKE BEAUTIFUL LOVE TO ME, WHEN HE GETS HOME....AND IT WILL LAST FOR DAYS ON END.  AFTER ALL, HE TOLD ME, YOU HAVE A LOT PENT UP INSIDE OF YOU, SINCE I LEFT OVER A YEAR AGO.....AND I'LL KEEP IT THAT WAY, AS I AM A NON-CHEATING WIFE, WHO HAS MORAL VALUES...ALTHOUGH WHEN YOU ARE ALONE, IT CAN BE QUITE TEMPTING!...AND I MEAN ONLY FOR THE NEED FOR COMPANIONSHIP AND SOCIALIZATION...AND OF COURSE SEX!...........YES, EVEN PRISON WIVES HAVE BASIC NEEDS!.........LET ME KNOW IN YOUR COMMENTS..."SHOULD A PRISON WIFE GIVE IN TO HER NEEDS?"...........I HAVE MY ANSWER, PLEASE LET ME KNOW YOURS.

6 comments:

grettysk said...

I wish you lived closer, Fran, and you could come over to our place for Easter! Sigh.  I will be thinking of you.  As for "giving into your needs", there are ways to meet your needs without cheating..I won't go into details because you probably know...and no one is hurt in the process. ;)  AND you could write VERY romantic love letters to Jimmy describing those beautiful days that you are gonna have full of making love, laughter, and endless kisses.  (con't)

grettysk said...

Sometimes writing about them help meet the needs of the heart.  I know about this because I was apart from my love for 3 years.  We wrote VERY steamy love letters to each other to keep us sane.  Our phone calls were also quite romantic, although I know that really isn't possible for you and Jimmy because someone is listening and standing over his shoulder. Sighhh. Oh well.  But I know you enough from reading your journal that I don't think you will probably look elsewhere for the time being...am I right? :)

adlessor said...

I'm sorry you are along this Easter.  Your family sound very self centered not to think of inviting you for Easter.  Just keep busy today and your head high.  Their loss.             Dawn
http://journals.aol.com/adlessor/ACoupleofNomads/
PS     I don't think your the cheating kind.

bernmilo said...

Honey....You must "take things into your own hands" when it comes to that question!
get it?
http://journals.aol.com/bernmilo/WAYNEATOPICTURES

wfhbear said...

Libby and I were thinking about you yesterday. We are sorry that you couldn't spend your day with freinds or family but, we do understand the stigma you are working under right now. People, even friends and relatives can sure be jerks sometimes. As far as your question goes, You and Jim are committed to each other. Socialization is always good but, the relief of needs by outside forces can come back to haunt you later. Work things out for yourself and keep in mind what it will be like with Jim home soon. Regards, Bill and Libby.

crystalmoon222 said...

thank you so much Bill and Libby! You are very kind to me, and i'll take your advice.Thanx Bermillo!and I do take care of meself!i'M 50 yrs. old, but never know it...i have hormones raging thru me, and i love it!I plan to be the first 80 yr. old who hasn't gone thru menopause!adlessor,thanx you ,too, for your understanding.And GRETTYSK,You are so very wonderful to me...I often think of you,and have read your web-sites.There's a little of you in me (mental connections)........