Thursday, February 9, 2006

some thoughts

IT HAS BEEN 8 DAYS, AS OF TODAY, THAT JIMMY AND I HAVE BEEN SEPERATED BY THE PHONE...THAT IS, UNABLE TO TALK.  THAT IS THE LONGEST PERIOD OF TIME THAT WE HAVE BEEN DIS-CONNECTED IN OUR 5-YEAR MARRIAGE.

WHEN I TOOK PRINCE OUT FOR A WALK, A LITTLE WHILE AGO, I GAZED UP AT THE MOON, AND KNEW WE ARE SO TOTALLY CONNECTED...JIMMY AND I, THAT IS.   CONNECTED THROUGH OUR SOUL AND SPIRIT...ALWAYS HAVE BEEN , AND ALWAYS WILL BE...INTO ETERNITY.  THAT IS WHERE WE ARE ONE UP  ON THE REST OF THE WORLD...SOMETHING THEY CAN'T TAKE AWAY FROM US...OUR CONNECTION, THAT IS.  THROUGH PAST LIFE-TIMES, AND INTO FUTURE LIVES, WE ARE INFINITELY ONE, ALONG WITH GOD, OUR CREATOR.  IT IS SOMETHING MOST PEOPLE NEVER THINK ABOUT, OR DON'T UNDERSTAND...JIMMY AND I BELIEVE IN A LOT OF META-PHYSICAL THOUGHT....SOMETHING YOU JUST MAY NOT FIND IN MOST  PRISONS...WE BELIEVE IN DIFFERENT DIMENSIONS, AND PARALLEL UNIVERSES, AND THINGS LIKE THAT...MOST IS PURELY SCIENTIFIC.  AND WITH A BRILLIANT MIND, AS MY HUSBAND HAS, IT IS EASY TO UNDERSTAND, THAT OUR COMMUNICATION IS ON A DIFFERENT LEVEL THAN MOST....I HAVE STUDIED THIS MY ENTIRE LIFE........

AND SO, I'D BETTER STOP, RIGHT NOW, AS I CAN GO ON AND ON ABOUT THIS SUBJECT...........

AND SO, IT GOES TO SHOW YOU, THAT EVEN SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS A TELEPHONE, CANNOT KEEP US APART...NOT PRISON WALLS, OR BARS, OR CHAINS, OR BARBED WIRE............NOTHING, I REPEAT, NOTHING, CAN KEEP US SEPERATED.........WHY?  BECAUSE WE HAVE SOMETHING GREATER BETWEEN US, WHICH IS NOT SEEN BY THE HUMAN EYE................IT IS EVEN GREATER THAN THE GREATEST LOVE....IT IS A CONNECTION, WITH OUR SOUL AND SPIRIT.

OUR BEING SEPERATED, THROUGH PHONE LINES, AND DISTANCE IN MILES, AND RULES AND REGULATIONS OF A PRISON, ONLY PROVE TO MAKE US STRONGER, TOGETHER, UNITED AS ONE SPIRIT AND SOUL...........INTO INFINITY,  I'M NOT SCARED, BECAUSE I KNOW JIMMY IS ALWAYS WITH ME...........                      FRAN

PS.....ONE NEEDS TO GO THROUGH THIS EXPERIENCE, THEMSELVES, TO TRUELY KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.  AND, YES, I FEEL "BLESSED" BY THE PRISON EXPERIENCE. 

2 comments:

barbpinion said...

It would be wonderful if everybody could realize that their darkest trials contain the richest blessings. I'm glad you do. And I pray it is not long before you and Jimmy will be together again.
Big hugs, hon
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lv2trnscrb said...

I think when we go through times and trials like this, even if they last as long as this prison time is, Fran, it makes us stronger and appreciate life better.

I do hope you hear from Jimmy soon. Imagine how he must be feeling

betty