Wednesday, November 2, 2005

HELLO, IT'S ME!

HELLO. I'M BACK AGAIN!

I'M ALWAYS HAVING SOME SORT OF COMPUTER PROBLEMS, SO THAT'S WHY YOU DON'T SEE ME SOMETIMES.....JIMMY IS THE EXPERT ABOUT COMPUTERS...I JUST CAN'T HANDLE THE 2 COMPUTERS WE HAVE HERE....

THE STRANGEST THING HAPPENED THIS PAST SUNDAY....JIMMY CAME HOME FOR ABOUT 4 HOURS, BUT HAD TO GO RIGHT BACK TO KINTOCK.  ODDLY ENOUGH, WHEN JIMMY ARRIVED HERE, ON SUNDAY AFTERNOON, AND HE WENT STRAIGHT TO THE PHONE TO CALL KINTOCK, TO NOTIFY THEM, AS PROCEDURE, THAT HE ARRIVED HOME, THE PHONES WERE ALL DEAD, INCLUDING THE COMPUTER.  SOMEONE CUT THE PHONE LINES TO OUR HOUSE....JIMMY WENT TO THE NEIGHBORS, AND EVERYONE STILL HAD THEIR SERVICE ON....JIMMY HAD CALLED ME AT 11:30 AM THAT DAY, TO MAKE SURE I WAS UP AND GETTING READY FOR HIM TO ARRIVE.  HE CALLED AGAIN AT 12:15 PM, AND WAS UNABLE TO GET THROUGH TO ME....SO, THEREFORE, SOMEONE CUT THOSE PHONE LINES BETWEEN 11:30 am, and 12:15 pm SUNDAY.  IT WAS QUIET OUTSIDE THAT DAY...I DIDN'T SEE ANYONE....THERE WAS A LANDSCAPING TRUCK, BUT I THINK HE ARRIVED AFTER JIMMY GOT HOME............

JIMMY TRID TO COMFORT ME BY SAYING MAYBE IT WAS A RABBIT THAT PULLED THE WIRE OUT...OR MAYBE THE LANDSCAPER ACCIDENTALLY CUT THE WIRE..........BUT TODAY, I WENT OUTSIDE MYSELF, TO LOOK AT THAT CABLE, AND IT IS A VERY LATGE CABLE, THAT CANNOT ACCIDENTally be pulled out...some one had to cut it, and they had to have the right instrument to do it...A SCISSORS WOULDN'T HAVE DONE THE TRICK..........I AM SO UPSET ABOUT THIS...........WE LIVE IN A GATED COMMUNITY, AND ACROSS FROM MY HOUSE IS A CONSTRUCTION SITE, FOR NEW HOMES....THE PLACE IS FILLED WITH TRUCKS OF ALL SIZES, AND MEN COMING AND GOING, AND WITH MY EYESIGHT IT IS DIFFICU;T FOR ME TO SEE ANYTHING.......

JIMMY TOLD ME TODAY IT IS A FEDERAL OFFENSE FOR SOMEONE TO CUT THE PHONE LINES...I HOPE WHO CUT IT KNOWS IT, BECAUSE I THINK THE PHONE COMPANY IS KEEPING AN EYE ON IT....THEY HAVE CALLED ME SEVERAL TIMES TO MAKE SURE THE PHONE LINES ARE OK.....THE PHONE MAN WHO CAME HERE ON MONDAY TOLD ME SOMEONE CUT THE WIRE, OR PULLED IT OUT O F THE WALL

AND SO, OF COURSE, THE MOST UPSETTING PART IS ALL THIS HAPPENED THE MINUTE JIMMY CAME HOME.  HE USED MY CELL PHONE TO CALL KINTOCK, BUT THEY WANT THE HOUSE PHONE...YOU'VE GOT TO UNDERSTAND, WITHOUT THE HOUSEPHONE ON, THEY CANNOT KEEP TRACK OF THE CRIMINAL...CELL PHONES ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH...AND SO, JIMMY HAD TO CALL KINTOCK EVERY 15 MINUTES, AND BY 5 PM, THEY SAID TO COME BACK...SO JIMMY MADE THE 5 HOUR TRIP BACK....I HAVE BEEN SO PHYSICALLY UPSET BY THESE OCCURANCES, THAT IT IS ONLY TODAY, WEDNESDAY, THAT I HAVE BEGUN TO FEEL A LITTLE OK...NOT ONLY AM I UPSET THAT JIMMY WENT BACK, BUT I HAVE BECOME PARANOID THAT SOMEONE IS OUT THERE, AFTER ME, CUTTING THE PHONE LINES........AROUND 2 MONTHS AGO, THE TV CABLE LINES TO MY HOUSE WERE CUT...YES CUT....WHEN THE CABLE MEN CAME HERE, THEY WERE FURIOUS THAT NEW CABLE LINES HAD TO BE PUT IN..AGAIN NO ONE NEW WHO CUT THEM...........

WELL, I AM A WOMAN ALONE, AND I HATE, JUST HATE LIVING ALONE.........AT NIGHT, I KEEP ALL THE LIGHTS ON IN THE HOUSE........BEDROOM, LIVING ROOM, FRONT AND BACK PORCH............I AM ONLY LIVING ALONE, BEAUSE I LOVE MY HUSBAND..............AND HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS WITH HIM........

WELL, I'M LUCKY I HAVE A BIG DOG THAT GUARDS ME.......ONE CONSTRUCTION WORKER TODAY, SAW ME SITTING OUTSIDE WITH PRINCE...HE SAID, " CUTE DOG."   I SAID, "BETTER NOT TALK TO HIM."  HE SAID "WHY?"  AT THAT POINT, PRINCE STARTED BARKING FEROUSIOSLY...HE WILL EVEN START SALIVATING IF HE REALLY DOESN'T LIKE THE PERSON...AND HE LOOKS AT ME FOR INSTRUCTIONS...........AND SO, THE CONSTRUCTION WORKER, SAID IT WAS GOOD I HAD A DOG LIKE THAT...............

I WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW HORRIBLE SUNDAY WAS FOR US.............WE GOBBLED SOME FOOD...JIMMY WAS ON THE CELL PHONE WITH THE PHONE COMPANY ALL THE TIME, AND WITH KINTOCK, TRYING TO EXPLAIN THE SITUATION..............JIMMY HAD ALL THE FURNITURE AND FRIDGE MOVED, AS THE PHONE COMPANY SAID TO DISCONNECT THE PHONES, MAYBE IT WOULD RE SET ITSELF.....EVERYTHING WAS TENSE...........THE PHONE COMPANY HAD NO EMERGENCY TRUCKS TO SEND............SO, AT 6PM, OR SO, JIMMY TOOK THE TAXI, TO THE BUS DEPOT...HE WENT AWAY IN THE NIGHT, AND I HAD PUT HIS HALLOWEEN MASK, THAT GLOWS, IN HIS BAG............

PRINCE NEVER GOT HIS WALKS.......MISTY AND JIMBO WERE NOT HELD AND PLAYED WITH.  AND ON A LIGHTER NOTE, THE NATIONAL AVERAGE FOR A MAN TO BE FULFILLED IS 7 MINUTES...WELL, THAT IS CUTTING IT CLOSE, BECAUSE HE WAS MAKING 15 MINUTE CALLS...NO TIME FOR ENJOYMENT AND RELAXATION.

THE TRUTH IS, I'M A VERY DISCIPLINED PERSON...AND SO IS JIMMY.  IN THIS SITUATION WE HAD NO CONTROL....AS IT IS, WE HAVE NO CONTROL OF OUR LIVES SINCE HE HAS BEEN IN PRISON...IT IS VERY FRUSTRATING FOR ME.......I TRIED VERY HARD TO HAVE EVERYTHING VERY PERFECT FOR HIM HERE, ........AND THEN THE PHONE LINE WAS CUT BY SOMEONE...THE UNIMAGINABLE HAPPENED......

AFTER JIMMY LEFT I KEPT STUFFING MY FACE WITH FOOD....I ATE MYSELF THROUGHT THIS WHOLE HOUSE, AND THEN GOT SICK FROM IT...............FINALLY, TODAY, I STARTED TO GET BACK ON MY NORMAL ROUTINE AND SCHEDULE...............IS IT ANY WONDER WHEN I WRITE HERE, THAT I DON'T LIKE HOLIDAYS.........

WELL, JIMMY IS HIS ORGANIZED SELF....BETWEEN THE TEARS, ALL I SAID TO HIM IS, "THIS IS NOT THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN."

AND SO, WE HOPE HE WILL COME HOME NEXT SUNDAY AND MONDAY.............TIME MOVES ON............I FEEL STUCK IN A VERY PECULIAR PLACE IN LIFE...........BUT I WOULDN'T GIVE IN, OR GIVE UP.................FRAN

5 comments:

derasta said...

The nerve of someone to do that....it's a good thing you have your dog too, at least you can feel somewhat safe with him there with you...that's how I feel with my dogs...

sugar1337 said...

I am sorry someone did that to you....my mom had someone do that to her too.  Do you have an alarm system on your home?  If not you might want to consider it and get some flood lights too for the parts of your home outside that aren't lit up well.  I hope he gets to come home soon.

lv2trnscrb said...

Oh, what a terrible time you have been having. That is just downright awful, but I'm glad that you do have your dog to watch over you. He sounds like a great watchdog and protector!

You know you have to continue to be as strong as you can. Soon this will be over and Jimmy will be home for good, but in the meantime, you got to keep playing by the rules and hanging in there.

hugs to you,
betty

misscarberry said...

Heya
That's awful that someone would do that to you. Have you considered getting CCTV cameras so if it does happen again then you know who/what is doing it. I has similar experiences a while ago, someone kept banging on my door around 4 am, scaring me out of my mind. When I went down to see who it was they would have run away. But because they did it around the same time every night I could call the police.
Don't worry, I don't like the holidays either!
Love Sam xXx

tlanell76 said...

You might wanna ask your neighbors depending on the relationship you have with them to be on the look out for any strange or suspicious folks lurking around your house.  Folks just don't go up to people's houses and yank or cut wires for no apparent reason unless their crazy and that may be the case in this situation.
Be careful by all means, pray about it and I'll do the same.  To answer your previous question in regards to me and my soon to be husband - we are each others first love, we are high school sweethearts and have known each other for 14 years so yes I knew him prior to his incarceration. I hope all is well and everything gets better - stay strong and always keep the Faith.

Godspeed,
TlaNell