Thursday, September 8, 2005

KINTOCK ...5TH FURLOUGH HOME

JIMMY HAD HIS 5TH FURLOUGH HOME....HE LEFT THIS MORNING AT 7AM...I RESTED MOST OF THE DAY , AFTER HE LEFT.  THINGS ARE MORE BALANCED NOW...HE ARRIVED 1PM ON WEDNESDAY AFTERNOON, AND LEFT AT 7AM THE NEXT MORNING...THAT WAS 18 HOURS TOGETHER...WE HAVE SLOWED DOWN A LITLLE...I MEAN ABOUT HOUSEWORK, BUT SPEND MOST OF THE TIME IN EACH OTHERS ARMS.....THAT IS HOW IT WAS BEFORE JIMMY WENT TO PRISON ON MARCH 28, 2003....IT WAS LOVE-MAKING ALL THE TIME...LIKE 24/7...EVERY FEW HOURS....AND NOW, IT SEEMS LIKE WE HAVE SLIPPED BACK INTO OUR PREVIOUS MODE...IT'S VERY RELAXING TO LAY IN EACH OTHERS ARMS, AND GAZE INTO EACH OTHER'S EYES...AND KISS...AND KISS , ON END....  THAT IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR THE 2 OF US RIGHT NOW...I TOLD HIM TODAY, WE ARE LIKE PRIMITIVE MAN, AND YET , ON THE OTHER HAND WE ARE OF AN ADVANCED NATURE...MAN IS A SEXUAL CREATURE, AND YOU CAN NOT DENY THAT...

AND SO, WE ALSO WATCHED A MOVIE..."PAY PER VIEW,"..(an adult movie).................TRUTHFULLY, WE DIDN'T REALLY WATCH IT, SINCE WE WERE BUSY DOING OUR OWN THING....THE AUDIO WAS PRETTY GOOD, THOUGH   :)  

AND THAT'S ABOUT IT...THAT'S LIFE FOR ME...FOR US...LAZY DAY, LAZY AFTERNOON....SLIPPING INTO THE SUNSET, AND THEN THE NIGHT....OVER TOO FAST.

WE HAD SOME NICE FOOD...I COOKED RIGATONI WITH MEAT SAUSE.....BROCOLLI....I MADE POTATO SALAD....SALAD...LOTS OF STUFF.

JIMMY GAVE ME THE BIGGEST COMPLIMENT.  HE SAID MY STYLE OF COOKING IS "GOURMET."  THAT IS BECAUSE I COOK FRESH, HEALTHY STUFF, VERY LIGHT...BUT USE A NICE COMBO OF HERBS AND SPICES...AND THINGS LIKE CRUSHED GINGER AND GARLIC..AND EXTRA- VIRGIN OLIVE OIL............PRESSED.  THINGS LIKE BALSAMIC VINEGAR...

THE ANIMALS WERE ALL OVER JIMMY...MISTY, THE CAT, DECIDES TO NOW SIT UP ON JIMMY'S TUMMY, SINCE SHE CAN'T LAY BETWEEN US, AS WE ARE ALWAYS IN EACH OTHERS ARMS.  SO, FROM UP ABOVE, ON DADDY'S TUMMY. MISTY G;ARES AT THE 2 OF US.  SHE IS A LITTLE JEALOUS OF ME, AND GIVES ME DIRTY LOOKS.  PRINCE GETS HIS WALKS BY JIMMY...HE GOT 3 WALKS, WHICH HE LOVES...HE GETS TO RUN WITH JIMMY, WHICH HE LOVES....AND JIMBO, WELL, HE IS HIS USUAL SELF..........

AND SO, TODAY THE DAY WAS QUIT.  PRINCE AND I WATCHED JIMMY'STAXI PULL AWAY AT 7AM...GOING TO THE BUS DEPOT.  THEN WE WATCHED SOME TV, AND SLIPPED BACK INTO BED.

JIMMY TOLD ME TODAY , THAT HE DIDN'T ACCOMPLISH EVERYTHING HE WANTED TO WITH ME....WELL, I MEAN, THERE JUST ISN'T ENOUGH TIME TO DO EVERYTHING...

AND SO, NOW I WAIT FOR NEXT WEDNESDAY, WHEN JIMMY WILL RETURN AGAIN.  I HAVE TO ENCOURAGE MYSELF TO RELAX, AND JUST KEEP FOCUSED, WHEN HIMMY ARRIVES HOME...AND I'VE DECIDED TO FOCUS ON THE PHYSICAL RIGHTNOW.....BECAUSE THAT WAS IMPORTANT FROM THE START OF OUR MARRIAGE....OF COURSE OUR MARRIAGE IS A CONGLOMERATION OF MANY THINGS...IT IS HARD TO EXPLAIN.

WE BOTH HAD A LITTLE SURPRISE, TOO!   I BOUGHT A SRATCH-OFF LOTTO TICKET, AND UNBELIEVABLY WON $500.00.....I HAD 3 FLOWERS ON A BIRTHDAY WISHES TICKET....I WASN'T SURE I WAS SEEING RIGHT!...FUNNY THING IS, I MISPLACED THE TIX UPON BUYING IT....AND AFTER SEARCHING THE GARBAGE ETC., I FOUND IT........LAST YEAR I WON $100, on another scratch off...so it is possible!

WELL, I'LL SAY GOOD-NITE...I ALWAYS THINK OF ALL THE PRISON WIVES, WHO ARE OUT THERE, REMAINING DEDICATED TO THEIR MAN....HOW THEY WISH TO HAVE EVEN A FEW HOURS WITH THEM...AND SO I AM GRATEFUL THAT I AM ABLE TO BE WITH JIMMY....THAT HE HAS WONDERFUL COUNSELORS...CASE-WORKERS, WHO HAVE MADE IT POSSIBLE FOR ME, TO BE WITH THE MAN I LOVE........I PRAY THAT ONE DAY, YOU TOO, WILL BE TOGETHER WITH YOUR MAN.........................FRAN

4 comments:

sugar1337 said...

I know you are always glad to have him home...when will he be coming to stay for longer periods of time?

derasta said...

I'm happy to hear you had yet another great visit with Jimmy...and to top it off winning $500! Good for you!!

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shermeen0621 said...

I know how precious even a minute with Jimmy is to you. I'm sure it's all going to work out for you. Winning the ticket and getting to make love to the man you love. Things are changing for the better.

Shermeen
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