Wednesday, January 10, 2007

HELLO

I SNUCK OUT OF BED JUST NOW.........JIMMY, THE 2 CATS , AND PRINCE THE DOG ARE ALL ASLEEP................

I WANTED TO WRITE A FEW LINES................

TODAY WAS A BEAUTIFUL DAY...........COLD AND SUNNY..........A FEW SCATTERED SNOW FLURRIES AT 10 AM, THIS MORNING...........THAT MELTED RIGHT AWAY.

I WAS ABLE TO GO WITH JIMMY , THIS MORNING.  WE WERE UP AT 7:00  am, AND LEFT AT 9 AM............

JIMMY WANTS ME AT HIS SIDE, AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE........

I WAITED FOR HIM ALL DAY, AS HE WORKED.  THEN, WE ARRIVED BACK HOME BY 6PM..........

JIMMY WALKED THE DOG, MADE THE DINNER, AND WE WERE IN BED BY 8PM.............ONCE AGAIN IN EACH OTHERS ARMS........................

AS YOU CAN SEE, WE ARE VERY CLOSE WITH EACH OTHER..........

ALL IS PEACEFUL.................ALL IS CALM............ALL IS ORGANIZED....

TOMORROW I WILL BE AT HOME WHILE JIMMY WORKS.....................I WILL MOST LIKELY PRACTICE PLAYING THE ORGAN TOMORROW........

I HAVE RECEIVED LETTERS FROM WOMAN WHO HAVE  FOLLOWED THIS JOURNAL FROM A LONG TIME AGO........

AND SOME OF THOSE WOMAN, ARE NOW LIKE ME.  THAT IS, THEIR HUSBANDS ARE NOW HOME FROM PRISON, AFTER 3 OR 4 YEARS.................

I AM HAPPY TO SAY, THESE WOMAN NOW FEEL SETTLED.............THEY ARE HAPPY TO GO ON WITH LIFE...............TO ONCE AGAIN BE A FAMILY..............TOGETHERNESS WITH CHILDREN AND PETS.......

THESE WOMAN, LIKE ME, ARE HAPPY TO START THEIR MARRIAGE ALL OVER AGAIN.............TO BE ONE WITH THEIR HUSBAND.

AND SO, I AM SO HAPPY THAT WOMAN OUT THERE ARE MOVING ALONG.............

LET US BE AT PEACE..............LET US BE HAPPY................LET US HAVE FAITH IN OUR MAN AND MARRIAGE..............

PEACE.............BALANCE............AND HARMONY..............

...................FRAN

2 comments:

bvaneps834 said...

what ever happened with the psychologist?? Did you ever go again??

spice4009 said...

FRAN,
I HAVE READ YOUR JOURNAL, AND I AM VERY CONCERNED ABOUT YOU.  YOU SEEM LIKE A NICE PERSON, DESPITE YOUR OBSESSION WITH MATERIAL POSSESSIONS AND HOW MUCH THEY COST. BUT THERE WAS A GLIMPSE OF YOUR LIFE AFTER THANKSGIVING THAT FINALLY SEEMED REAL, YOU WERE POURING OUT YOUR HEART AFTER REALIZING THAT JIMMIE WAS NOTHING BUT A "DIRTY DRUG DEALER".  I THOUGHT YOU FINALLY HAD A BREAKTHRU, YOU DID NOT SOUND LIKE A STEPFORD PRISON WIFE.  BUT SADLY, THAT PERSON DISAPPEARED.  DO YOU REALLY BELIEVE WHAT YOU ARE WRITING?  WAKE UP AND SEE WHAT IS GOING ON AROUND YOU!!!!!YOU CANNOT POSSIBLY AFFORD ALL THESE LUXURIES ON A GROCERY CHECKER SALARY!  SPOUTING PLATITUDES ABOUT " LOVE AND PEACE AND TOGETHERNESS" WILL NOT CHANGE REALITY.  GET HELP, THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU!