Tuesday, January 16, 2007

THE BEAUTY OF JANUARY

TODAY IS A BEAUTIFUL DAY IN JANUARY..................

IT'S SUNNY, BUT A BIT COLD , HERE, IN JERSEY.......

I AM LUCKY, BECAUSE JIMMY DID NOT HAVE TO GO TO WORK TODAY!

.............SO HE IS FOREVER KISSING ME, HOLDING ME..................IT GOES ON ALL DAY!

HE SHOWERS ME WITH LOVE, AT ALL TIMES.................

I HOPE ALL OF YOU PRISON WIVES ARE STICKING BY YOUR MAN!................................IT IS A LONG JOURNEY, BUT THERE CAN BE JOY IN SIGHT!

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR COMMENTS!....................................

I READ EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM........THEY ARE IMPORTANT TO ME..................TO READ YOUR THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS....................

LATER, I WILL RESPOND TO YOUR COMMENTS................

.....................................FRAN AND JIMMY

3 comments:

cutebutpsycho028 said...

Just a quick comment again for both you and mandymeme... I believe that the reason so many of us are being so "negative" has absolutely NOTHING to do with who you're married to. I, for one, am not prejudice in any way, shape or form. However, Fran, it's the way you come across. It's what you say and how you say it. Arrogant and ignorant. No one likes a person who thinks and talks as though they're better than everyone else, whether it's truth or fiction. Personally, I vote for the latter. So you need to stop making excuses for your ignorance, it has nothing to do with who you're married to! I also think you need counseling. Seriously. You're taking this way too far just because you want the attention.

uniquelyme1201 said...

I'm a very silent reader to this journal, Im pretty sure ive been reading for about a year now...I'm so happy for you and Jimmy to finally be reunited--and to be happy.  I live in NJ too, I think like 45 minutes from you.  I think you mentioned you live in T.R right?

~Tarah

elgeiselman said...

I have been a silent lurker for at least a few years now. I can say that I have prayed for you on many, many occasions. I remember very vividly several of your darkest entries. I prayed when you were in the hospital, when your phone lines were being cut, and I especially prayed for you over Thanksgiving... even now when I read that entry again... I think how you must have been taking too much of some sort of medication to type the way you did. I wondered for days if you were still alive.

Many times I have refrained from commenting on how ridiculous something you had said was, or how I felt you live in a fairy tale world where you are creating something from a dream to live out in this journal. I have remained silent because you never know how fragile a person is in such an emotional state, and I did not want to do anything to hurt you because I do worry about you so. All I can say now, is that I see where everyone else is coming from because you do come across arrogantly at times, and what you write about your life now is so extremely extravagant or extremly low and dark. People do care, but our reality as people without criminal spouses are not nearly as extravagant as what you are putting out there about yourself.

With all of that said, I can only say that I do hope and pray that what you write is REAL, and that your fairy tale is your TRIDE & TRUE REALITY... because if it isn't you need serious help. If Jimmy is real, and everything you have built him up to be in this journal, then I hope he will continue to care for you as you deserve after all of the time you have sat and waited for his return. And especially after all of the support you have given him. I pray he is truly an HONEST MAN, and not living a DISHONEST life behind your back. I pray you the best and hope you do not take my words offensively. I am not a confrontational person, and I don't speak up often, and try to do so only out of love when I do.
~Erin