Wednesday, September 6, 2006

COUNTING THE DAYS

JIMMY CAME HOME YESTERDAY, ON TUESDAY, FOR HIS 23RD TIME HOME.  AND NOW, HE IS ONCE AGAIN COMING BACK HOME TOMORROW, FOR THE 24TH TIME.

THE TIME FOR HIS DAY TO COME HOME FOR GOOD IS APPROACHING RAPIDLY.

HE WILL COME HOME FOR GOOD, MOST LIKELY ON 9/17/06.  SO, TODAY IS NOW 9.7.  SO, YU MAY SAY HE WILL BVE HOME FOR GOOD IN 9 DAYS, AND ON THE 10TH WAKE-UP DAY, HE WILL BE HOME.

JIMMY SAYS THE BEST PART OF THE DAY HE COMES HOME FOR GOOD, IS THAT HE KNOWS HE WILL NOT HAVE TO LEAVE HIS HOME AT 8PM, TO RETURN TO THE HALF-WAY BACK HOUSE.  WE WILL BE ABLE TO DO THINGS LIKE WATCH TVM WATCH SOME MOVIES, ETC.  AND THEN WHEN NIGHT ROLLS AROUND, LETS SAY AROUND 11 PM, JIMMY LIKES TO FALL ASLEEP, AND I WILL BE IN HIS ARMS...................AND WE WILL BE SLEEPING NEXT TO EACH OTHER................................AND THEN IN THE BACK OF OUR MINDS, WE WILL KNOW THAT THE NEXT DAY WILL DAWNM AND WE CAN START LIFE AFRESH.

AND SO, WE BOTH FEEL PEACEFUL AND CALM AT THIS TIME.....................WE WILL TAKE THINGS EASILY, AS LIFE ENFOLDS FOR US.......................I WANT JIMMY TO REST, AND DO THE THINGS HE LIKES TO DO,...................I IMAGIBE IT MUST BE DIFFICULT LIVING FOR 3  1/2 YEARS IN A PRISON WITH SO MANY OTHER MEN...........YOIR LIFE BEING CONTROLEED AND SHARED WITH OTHERS.............AND AT HOME, IN HIS HOUSE, JIMMY IS THE KING HERE..........

HE TOLD ME HE CAN'T WAIT TO START CLEANING OUT ONE CLOSET, WHERE WE KEEP ALL THE HOLIDAY DECORATIONS..................HE WANTS TO GET OUT THE HALLOWEEN DECORATIONS, AS HE LOVES DECORATING FOR HALLOWEEN.......................AND I KNOW WE WILL GO BUY SOME MORE THINGS TOO!

YESTERDAY ON HIS FURLOUGH HOME, WHICH WAS TUESDAY, WE HAD A GREAT DAY!  IT WAS PROBABLY ONE OF OUR BEST DAYS....................AND I'LL TELL YOU WHY.......

WE DID ALL OUR ERRANDS EARLY.  JIMMY TOOK ME TO BJ'S, AND HE LOVES TO BUY ME THE ROASTED CHICKEM, THERE, WHICH I LOVE TO EAT, ALONG WITH THE DOG, AND 2 CATS!

WE WERE BACK HOME BY 10:30 am, AND THEN WATCHED 'THE VIEW," WHICH WAS THE FIRST SHOW OF THE SEASON, WITH ROSIE O'DONNEL.  THE SHOW WAS PRETTY GOOD.........ROSIE IS CALM, SINCE IT IS THE BEGINNING...........SOMETIME LATER, ALONG THE WAY, SHE WILL BECOME HER OUTSPOKEN SELF...............I LIKE ROSIE, AND JIMMY AND I ALWAYS ENJOY WATCHING "THE VIEW."

AND THEN, JIMMY AND I WERE IN BED BY 12 NOON.  IT WAS A GREY, RAINEY DAY....AMD WE BOTH ENJOYED IT THAT WAY..................IT WAS A VERY ROMANTIC DAY FOR US!....................LISTENING TO THE PITTER PATTER OF THE RAINDROPS...............IN EACH OTHERS ARMS...........

JIMMY LOVES TO MASSAGE ME.................MY BACK, MY ARMS, MY HANDS, MY FEET, ETC.......................HE NEVER GETS TIRED OF DOING IT....................HE ALSO LOVES TO FONDLE MY BLONDE HAIR, AND PLAY WITH IT.

SO, WE WERE VERY MUCH INTERMINGLED WITH EACH OTHER THAT DAY......................GAZING INTO EACH OTHERS EYES...................KISSING ALL DAY, AND JUST BEING SO IN LOVE.................

WE ARE 2 PEOPLE WHO SIMPLY LOVE BEING N LOVE................WE LOVE BEING IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER.............................AND FOR US, THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE, IS TO BE INTERMINGLED WITH EACH OTHER.......................

WHENEVER I MOVE, HE ALWAYS REACHES OUT FOR ME..............HE IS FOREVER HOLDING ME, AND TOUCHING ME.......................................WE WERE LIKE THIS FOR THE 2 YEARS BEFORE PRISONM AND WE HAVE REALLY NEVER STOPPED, ALTHOUGH FOR PERIODS OF TIME, PRISON WALLS SEPERATED US.

WE LOVE BEING MARRIED................

WE SAY THAT WE ARE "ONE"................AND WE ARE.

MARRIAGE IS A COVENANT BETWEEN HUSBAND, WIFE, AND GOD................

JIMMY AND I EXPRESS OUR LOVE EVERY MOMENT TO EACH OTHER..........................EVEN ON THE PHONE, AS IT HAS BEEN THESE 3.6 YEARS.............

PEOPLE ALWAYS LOOK AT US IN PUBLIC.  THEY SAY WE GLOW.  WE ARE FOREVER TOGETHER...............HE ALWAYS HOLDS MY HAND........JE OPENS EVERY DOOR FOR ME.........I HOLD HIM AROUND THE WAIST.........................AND AS YOU ALL KNOW, I AM 53, AND JIMMY IS 51.

SOME PEOPLE MAY EVEN SAY, "MY GOSH, THE 2 OF YOU ARE OBCESSED WITH EACH OTHER!.............................AND YES WE ARE    :)                                          JIMMY ALWAYS JOKES WITH ME, THAT HE IS OBCESSED WITH ME................AND WE BOTH LIKE IT THAT WAY...............BECAUSE, BESIDES ALL THAT , WE ARE 2 MATURE PEOPLE WHO ARE VERY CENTERED AND FOCUSED................

I ALWAYS JOKE WITH HIM........"WHAT ABOUT ALL THOSE HUNDREDS, IF NOT THOUSANDS OF WOMEN YOU DATED BEFORE MARRYING ME?.................MOST WERE VERY GORGEOUS WOMEN..................ONE WAS EVEN A FORD MODEL.  HOWEVER, HE TELLS ME I AM THE MOST BEAUTIFUL.......AND THE SMARTEST................I AM THE ONE HE LIKES TO SPEND EVERY SECOND WITH................THOSE OTHER WOMEN, HE DID NOT LIKE SPENDING TIME WITH..........JIMMY AND I NEVER GET BORED WITH EACH OTHER.

JIMMY IS A VERY FAST AND QUICK MAN..HE WALKS FAST, THINKS FAST, AND DOES THINGS VERY FAST..............HE SEES EVERYTHING, AND EVERYONE...............HE SEEMS TO SIMPLY UNDERSTAND THE WORLD AROUND HIM.  AS FOR ME, I AM SLOWER THAN HIM................SO, HE TOLD ME THAT HE PACES ME, AND LETS ME DO THINGS AT MY OWN PACE....................

AND SO, WE TALKED ALL DAY, TOO, AS USUAL.  I ALWAYS TELL JIMMY EVERYTHING..............ALL MY FEELINGS.  SO, IF I SOUNDED SAD IN THE LAST ENTRY I AM OVER IT NOW................JIMMY HAS A WAY OF LISTENING TO ME, AND THEN IT ALL PASSES.  I FEEL SO LOVED BY HIM, IT IS INCREDIBLE.

I WILL GO TO BED NOW..................IT IS 1:30 AM, AND JIMMY WILL BE HOME AT 8 AM!..............................GOOD NITE!.........................................FRAN

4 comments:

cadensmommy814 said...

Congrats! I know what it's likes when it's only days until they come home not weeks or months or even years but days just wait until its hours I swear that was the worst those last few hours felt like years and I felt like a kid on her first day of school waiting to see if anyone would like me...You have waited a long long long time and it will soon be over goodluck with the whole new life you are about to have...Jayme

emabecmar said...

awwwww, sounds like you very much enjoyed your day. i hope and pray the remaining time goes by quickly and you and jimmy are never apart again. you both sound like wonderful people and i wish you much happiness in your future together. god bless you both. ((((hugs))))
Cindy

adlessor said...

YEA       I'm very happy for you Fran.       Dawn

nottty1 said...

i just discovered your journal and read most of the last three years. I find you very judgemental and opinionated but as it is your journal - - go for it.  Just wondering how a wife of a prisoner is able to afford $1100.00 phone bills, x boxes and cell phones.?? Also , why did you eat your dog and cat along with the chicken??