Wednesday, September 13, 2006

4 MORE DAYS TO GO

JUST 4 MORE DAYS TO GO.  TODAY IS WEDNESDAY, AND HE WILL BE HOME ON MONDAY.  HE WILL ALSO HAVE A 12 HOUR FURLOUGH ON FRIDAY................

JIMMY FEELS VERY EXCITED...............HE SAID ON THE PHONE, THAT HE FEELS LIKE A RACE-HORSE, READY TO GO!

TODAY, JIMMY MENTIONED THE "COMING HOME CAKE" HE WOULD LIKE...........

AS THE DAY APPROACHES, I AM GETTING MORE EXCITED.............HOWEVER, I TRY  NOT TO DWELL ON IT TOO MUCH, UNTIL THE TIME IS HERE.....................I REALLY CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM ON FRIDAY!

JIMMY SIGNED HIS RELEASE PAPERS THE OTHER DAY, SO WE ARE HAPPY ABOUT THAT!

MOST LIKELY HIS FRIEND WILL DRIVE ME ON MONDAY, TO PICK JIMMY UP.  HIS FRIEND IS ON A CRUISE THIS WEEK, AND RETURNS SUNDAY....SO WE WILL SEE.  HIS FRIEND HAS A MERCEDES CONVERTIBLE, AND MAY BE TOO SMALL FOR JIMMY, MYSELF, AND JIMMY'S BELONGINGS, SO WE ARE MOST LIKELY HAVING ANOTHER FRIEND, AND HIS WIFE, THERE TO DRIVE US BACK.........................SO, YES, IT WILL BE A JOLLY TIME!

JIMMY WILL REPORT, AS INSTRUCTED , DIRECTLY TO THE PAROLE OFFICE...................

JIMMY ALWAYS SAYS THAT I AM THE ONE IN LIFE WHO CHANGED HIS CRIMANALISTIC WAYS....................THAT HE WILL NEVER COMMIT A CRIME AGAIN, DUE TO ME BEING IN HIS LIFE, AND HIS WIFE........................TRUTHFULLY, I FEEL REALLY HONORED FOR A HUMAN BEING, WHO IS MY HUSBAND, TO FEEL THIS WAY, AND SAY SUCH A THING............................I AM JUST A HUMBLE, QUIET PERSON, IN REALITY....................ACCORDING TO JIMMY, HE HAS NEVER MET A PERSON LIKE ME IN LIFE..............WELL, IT'S THE SAME WAY FOR ME.  I NEVER MET ANYONE LIKE JIMMY IN LIFE.  AND I ALWAYS TELL HIM, THE ONE THING THAT TURNS ME ON ABOUT HIM IS HIS INTELLIGENCE............I LOVE A VERY INTELLIGENT MAN...........AND I'M SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW HE IS HIGHLY INTELLIGENT  :)    ................THAT'S ABOUT THE END OF MY INTELLECT  :)    .............BUT WE HAVE FUN IN SO MANY WAYS.....................LAUGHING, TALKING, JOKING..............TALKING ABOUT THINGS IN THE NEWS, PEOPLES LIVES..............EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING..................

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR NICE COMMENTS, AND THEIR GOOD WISHES, AND HAPPINESS, TO KNOW THAT JIMMY WILL SOON BE HOME.

MANDYMEME....THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR COMMENT(S).......................YOU HAVE READ THIS JOURNAL FOR A LONG TIME, AND ALSO HAVE A HUSBAND IN PRISON................SO, YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IT IS LIKE!.......................YES, JIMMY WILL WRITE SOME ENTRIES HERE, WHEN HE IS HOME................

WE ESPECIALLY WOULD LIKE THIS JOURNAL TO CONTINUE TO HELP THOSE WIVES/ GIRLFRIENDS/FAMILIES OF THOSE WITH LOVED ONES IN PRISON...................

THIS JOURNAL WILL GO ON...................

IT IS FOR THE HAPPINESS OF JIMMY AND MYSELF, TO HELP OTHERS, WHO ARE OUT THERE, EXPERIENCING THIS ROUGH TIME.................

MANDYMEME............ABOUT THE PASSAGE OF TIME.  WHAT I DID, ALONG THE WAY (ABOUT 1  1/2  YEARS AGO), WAS TO START UNDERSTANDING TIME DIFFERENTLY ....................PEOPLE IN OUR WORLD, THINK OF TIME AS HOURS, DAYS, MONTHS AND YEARS.....FOR MOST PEOPLE, THE PASSAGE OF TIME IS FROM SEASON, TO SEASON, AND FROM HOLIDAY TO HOLIDAY.......................I REMOVED MYSELF, FROM THAT. I STARTED TO UNDERSTAND THE TRUE CONCEPT OF TIME.....................TIME, AS IT IS , ACCORDING TO GOD............TIME, FOR ME, BEGAN AS "AN EXPANSION OF TIME."....................TIME EXISTED AS ONE BIG EXPANSION..........IT DID NOT REALLY EXIST AS HOURS, OR DAYS......................................AND SO, I FELT A VERY BIG EXPANSION OF TIME, IN THAT I SAW THE TIME PERIOD FROM EACH NANOSECOND, UNTIL THE TIME JIMMY WOULD COME HOME.........................I KNOW THIS ALL SOUNDS SILLY, TO MOST PEOPLE, BUT IN A WAY, IT IS PHILOSOPHICAL....................EINSTEIN'S THEORIES SPOKE ABOUT TIME............................AND YES TIME DOES COMPRESS,,,THE FIRST TIME WE SAW EACH OTHER, AFTER A VERY LONG TIME....YEARS, JIMMY AND I FELT TIME COMPRESS, AND THAT IT FELT LIKE HE HAD WALKED OUT THE DOOR YESTERDAY..............MOST OF THIS IS THE ABILITY OF ONE TO CONTROL THEIR MINDS...........

SOME MAY SAY MY THOUGHTS ARE CRAZY.  HOWEVER,  I FEEL VERY BLESSED TO BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND THIS, AND TO EXPERIENCE IT....................................WITHOUT YOUR LOVED ONE IN PRISON, IT WOULD BE VERY HARD TO UNDERSTAND EXACTLY WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.  ALSO, THE PASSAGE OF TIME WAS UNDERSTOOD,  AS I GAZED UP IN THE SKY, TO SEE THE POSITION OF THE SUN AND MOON...................TO WATCH NATURE MOVE FROM SEASON TO SEASON, AS WE LIVE IN A PERFECT WORLD, ACCORDING TO NATURE.

HOPE I DIDN'T BORE ALL  OF YOU!.............THAT WAS MY WAY OF DEALING WITH IT ALL!...............................FRAN

 

 

7 comments:

emabecmar said...

I think by starting your journal fran it was a blessing to all women out there who are dealing with having their husband, boyfriend in prison. you've come a long way and soon it'll be over. i have a brother in prison and i know i am afraid for him all the time. he is in a virginia prison, he almost died in there. he told a guard he was having stomach pain and needed to go to medical ward, guard ignored him later that evening he was found lying on the floor of his cell, his appendix burst. thank god he lived. he gets out november of 2007 and i can't wait. anyways god bless you for being there to help others. god has a place for you in heaven for sure. your a wonderful lady and i am blessed to have you as a jland friend. best wishes for a long life together for you and jimmy. (((hugs))))
Cindy

bvaneps834 said...

am so glad you are so happy. My best wishes to you both for a long and happy life!

uniquelyme1201 said...

I've been silently reading this journal for a long time, Even when I started reading I read all of your entries from the beginning...I'm so happy Jimmy is finally coming home!!  I wish you two lots of love and happiness!~Tarah

bobandkate said...

Fran,
I am glad you are so happy. I hope 'time' expands for you when Jimmy comes home. The best of luck and happiness together in the future.
Kate.
http://journals.aol.co.uk/bobandkate/AnAnalysisofLife/

am4039 said...

so nice that Jimmy is almost home for good.

adlessor said...

I would bet that this weekend will be one of the longest you will ever endure.  Keep busy.  Hugs to you both.         Dawn
A Couple of Nomads

shawnasexycool said...

I wanted to say i am new to this site. My husband has been in prison since 4-10-05 and does not get out until 11-05-07. i have not been able to see him since 09-05. i miss him. he is angry and he seems to say things i really dont think he means. he tells me i desrve better than he and that he has hurt me to deeply and does not think we can make it. all of these things hurt me more than anything else. i was just wondering if anyone else can help me understand the range of emotions he is going through. i write him daily and i make sure i am home for all times he wants to call. i have never missed a call. i can go see him now but i dont have the money to make the trp. he is over 170 miles from our home. so if anyone can help me please do.