Thursday, October 12, 2006

HAPPY..HAPPY...................HAPPY

HI EVERYONE!

IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME I'VE TALKED TO YOU.................

BUT I WOULD NOW LIKE TO SAY, I AM A VERY HAPPY PERSON................................ONCE AGAIN!

IT IS LIKE I HAVE NOW STEPPED OUT OF A VERY CONFINING BOX.....................A PLACE I EXISTED IN FOR THE PAST 3.6 YEARS.....................

AND NOW, ONCE AGAIN, I AM PART OF THE WORLD..................I AM PART OF SOCIETY..................I AM PART OF MY HUSBAND.......WE ARE A FAMILY!

I AM MY NORMAL, USUAL SELF....................THE WAY I ALWAYS WAS IN LIFE........................HAPPY TO BE A PERSON.........

JIMMY IS A VERY FAST MAN...........................AND SO, HE KEEPS LIFE VERY FAST FOR ME!......................AND I'M THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT NEEDS THAT!

SO EVERYDAY IS LIKE A WHIRLWIND FOR THE BOTH OF US.....................RESTAURANTS.............SHOPPING..............GOING HERE AND THERE!

WE ALSO KEEP EVERYTHING VERY ORGANIZED......WHICH IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR US!

YOU MAY SAY , I AM THE "WRITER," IN OUR MARRIAGE...................I WRITE EVERYTHING DOWN, AND KEEP EXCELLENT TRACK OF EVERYTHING IN OUR LIVES..........

WE HAvE EVEN BEEN GOING THROUGH BOXES AND BOXES OF THINGS I SAVED ALL THESE YEARS....................JIMMY IS EXTREMELY IMPRESSED BY THE THINGS AND NOTEBOOKS I WROTE........................HE SAYS I WROTE AN IMMENSE AMOUNT OF THINGS.........................ANY PERSONS NAME........PHONE NUMBER..............EVERY RECIEPT...................EVERYTHING.......I KEPT TRACK OF IT ALL..................AND NOW, WE ARE SLOWLY THROWING MOST OF THAT STUFF AWAY!

PAROLE CAME HERE A FEW DAYS AGO.................AND ALL IS WELL!

JIMMY WENT TO THE PAROLE OFFICE, ON THE DAYS HE MUST GO.......................SO WE KEEP UP WITH EVERYTHING, AND DO THE RIGHT THINGS................

WE LOVE TO GO TO MASS ON SUNDAYS, AND WILL BE ACTIVE IN SOME CHURCH ACTIVITIES, TOO.

WE ALSO WENT TO ATLANTIC CITY..THE TROPICANA...............AND ENJOYED IT VERY MUCH!

AS I TRY TO EXPLAIN, THE PROCESS ONE GOES THROUGH AFTER PRISON, IS TO GET USED TO THE WORLD, AND PEOPLE ONCE AGAIN....................EVEN THOUGH JIMMY WAS THE ONE INCARCERATED, I , HIS WIFE, ACTUALLY HAD A HARDER TIME EMERGING FROM THE RECLUSIVE LIFE I WAS LEADING.............................

THERE HAVE BEEN A COUPLE OF TIMES AT NIGHT, I WAKE UP AROUND 3 AM, AND START CRYING, JUST A LITTLE.  JIMMY WAKES UP, HOLDS ME IN HIS ARMS, AND ASKS ME WHAT'S WRONG.  I TELL HIM NOTHING IS WRONG,  ONLY I FEEL ANXIOUS  AND CANNOT WAIT FOR DAYLIGHT.............................JIMMY KNOWS THAT THROUGH THE 3.6 YEARS, I WOULD ALWAYS BE AWAKE AT NIGHT, IN A STATE OF ANXIETY...............AND I GREW TO HATE THE NIGHT TIME, AND THE DARKNESS.......................

AND BY THE WAY.............YOU MAY FIND IT AMUSING, THAT WE HAVE A LARGE KING SIZE BED...............HOWEVER, WE SLEEP IN ONE SMALL SECTION OF IT...............WE SLEEP IN EACH OTHERS ARMS.....................WE ALWAYS DID................WE ARE ALWAYS VERY MUSCH ENTWINNED WITH EACH OTHER.................AND OH YES, MISTY THE CAT, IS THERE BETWEEN US, TOO!

TODAY JIMMY WENT TO THE PSYCHOLOGIST...........SHE LIKED HIM SO MUCH, SHE LET HIM SPEAK FOR 1 HOUR.......INSTEAD OF THE USUAL 10 MINUTE VISIT.................JIMMY SPOKE ABOUT ME, AND OUR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER.....................AND SO NOW, WE WILL GO TOGETHER  NEXT MONTH......................THE PSYCHOLOGIST FEELS THAT WE ARE INTERESTING PEOPLE, AND DID A GOOD JOB IN HANDLING JIMMY'S INCARCERATION, AND STAYED CONNECTED THROUGH THE YEARS...............WE HAVE A UNIQUE STORY AND BACKGROUND, TO DISCUSS................

JIMMY AND I FEEL IT IS A GOOD IDEA TO GO TO A PSYCHOLOGIST, AND TALK THINGS OUT, AND GET GUIDANCE IN OUR LIFE..................

AND NOW, I SAVED THE BEST FOR LAST!

 A FEW DAYS AGO, JIMMY BOUGHT US A GORGEOUS BRAND NEW CAR!...............

IT IS A 2007 CADILLAC CTS...............THE COLOR IS A BEAUTIFUL PLATINUM   ( HE SAYS SINCE HIS WIFE HAS PLATINUM HAIR COLOR!)

THE CARHAS "ON STAR.".................WITH THAT, IF WE ARE LOST, THEY CAN TRACE THE CAR, AND GIVE US DIRECTIONS...............IF THE CAR IS STOLEN, IT CAN BE TRACED..........

THE CAR ALSO TALKS OUT LOUD................IT WILL TELL YOU MANY THINGS.............

ALSO ON THE DASHBOARD , IT LETS YOU KNOW MANY THINGS.............FOR EXAMPLE, IF YOU LEFT THE BLINKER ON.............IF THE DOOR IS OPEN............IF THE BRAKE IS ON...........IF THE AIR IN TIRES IS LOW

WE ALSO HAVE A BUILT IN PHONE SYSTEM IN THE CAR

WE HAVE A SUN ROOF, AND JIMMY TELLS ME THE CAR IS A SPORTS MODEL.

WE HAVE 1000'S OF RADIO STATIONS...............ACROSS THE COUNTRY........WITH A SATILITE DISH

IF THE HEADLIGHTS ARE DIRTY, THERE IS A SPRAY THAT WASHES THEM

AND OF COURSE, THINGS LIKE HEATED SEATS, AND 8 POSITIONS TO THE SEATS.................

YES, I'VE ALWAYS SAID JIMMY IS A VERY ADVANCED MAN...........ELECTRONICALLY...HE JUST LOVES ALL THE LATEST IN TECHNOLOGY......................AND HE UNDERSTANDS IT ALL!...................I AM LUCKY TO HAVE A HUSBAND LIKE THAT, WHO KEEPS ME UP TO DATE ON THE LATEST THINGS!

WELL, I'D BETTER GO NOW!........................I DON'T WANT TO STAY AWAY FROM JIMMY TOO LONG!.....................HE'S IN THE BEDROOM WATCHING TV, RIGHT NOW!..............WITH THE DOG, AND 2 CATS BY HIS SIDE!

        FRAN

7 comments:

emabecmar said...

So glad to hear from you again. Wow the caddy sounds awesome. Glad to hear you are both doing so well. And are so happy. Stay in touch girlfriend, and god bless you both. You are both wonderful loving people.
Cindy

icewitch96 said...

Fran,

Im glad that you and Jimmy are adjusting well!!!! I love reading your journal now filled with such happy thoughts!!

Congrats on the new car! Im jealous!! :-D

Hugs,

Jenn

http://journals.aol.com/icewitch96/JennsWorld

dklars said...

Does Jimmy still work at the supermarket?  You haven't mentioned him working at all.
~~K~~

mzgoochi said...

congrats on the new car and your new exciting life Fran! :)

adlessor said...

Woooo, nice car.  Now you will ride like a Queen.   Have fun.  
Dawn          A Couple of Nomads

trishaham said...

Fran it is good to see you so happy. I hope your happiness goes on forever. I know you have waited a long time for this reunion with Jimmy. So what is Jimmy  doing these days for work? I hope he was able to find employment. I know from others that it can be difficult for one, when one gets out of prison. I hope that does not apply to Jimmy.

Congratulations on your new car. It sound do nice. I know you will be happy with the on star program. It is a wonderful thing.

Take care.
Toodles,
Tia

bobandkate said...

Glad to hear you so happy Fran. Enjoy the new car!
Kate.
http://journals.aol.co.uk/bobandkate/AnAnalysisofLife/