Thursday, July 13, 2006

THURSDAY THOUGHTS

HI EVERYONE!

JUST STOPPING BY TO SAY 'HI!" AND LET YOU KNOW THAT THINGS ARE GOING VERY WELL!

JIMMY WILL ONCE AGAIN COME HOME TOMORROW,...ARRIVING AT 8 AM, AND LEAVING AT 8 PM.  AT 10 AM HE WILL TAKE ME TO A ROUTINE DOCTOR'S VISIT...THEN WE WILL REST, AND LOVE, AND DO ALL THE WONDERFUL THINGS TOGETHER.  WE REALLY JUST WANT TO BE IN EACJ OTHER'S ARMS..........ALONE AND AWAY FROM THE WORLD, FOR THOSE FEW HOURS!

I HAVE TO TELL YOU,  I AM A VERY HAPPY PERSON!  I AM NO LONGER THAT WOMAN YOU MET AT THE BEGINNING OF THIS JOURNAL..THAT WOMAN, WHO WAS ME AT THE TIME, WAS A VERY DEPRESSED PERSON.............A WOMAN WHO WAS DRAGGED THROUGH THE PRISON SYSTEM ALONG WITH HER HUSBAND.

HOWEVER, HAVING A STRONG FAITH, I DO SEE THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL.  I HAVE SINCE COME OUT OF THAT INTENSE BLACKNESS.  I HAVE ONCE AGAIN EMERGED INTO THE PERSON I ALWAYS WAS........CHEERFUL....OPTIMISTIC................A LOVING AND LAUGHING PERSON.

WHEN I STARTED THIS JOURNAL, I CHOSE TO SHARE WITH YOU, THE READER, A VERY TERRIBLE PART OF MYSELF, FROM A TERRIBLE EXPERIENCE I WAS GOING THROUGH........

YOU ARE STILL IN MY HEARTS......ALL YOU WOMEN THAT ARE GOING THROUGH THE BLEAK AREAS OF HAVING YOUR HUSBAND LOCKED AWAY IN A PRISON...IT IS TERRIBLE.  A TERRIBLE EXPERIENCE...THERE ARE SIMPLY NO OTHER WORDS TO EXPLAIN IT..............AND BELIEVE ME, ALTHOUGH THINGS HAVE TAKEN ON A MORE CHEERFUL NOTE IN MY LIFE, I WILL NEVER, NEVER....I PROMISE YOU, FORGET YOU.

STAY STRONG......HAVE FAITH.  ........KEEP DOING THOSE LITTLE THINGS EACH DAY, THAT KEEP YOU GOING, YOUR LOVE ALIVE, AND YOUR HOUSEHOLD TOGETHER.

I LOVE YOU.....I LOVE YOU ALL, DESPITE ALL THE OBSTACLES...WE MUST BE STRONG IN LIFE, AND FORGE AHEAD...............................FRAN

5 comments:

mzgoochi said...

good luck at the dr and enjoy your time with each other. like I have to tell you that though, huh? LOL :)

emabecmar said...

Hi Fran, good luck at the doctor's, I hope you get a great report. Awwww so glad Jimmy is coming home again. I know how much you look forward to having him home. I hope he gets to come home permanently real soon. I know the stress and depression that comes along being dragged through the prison system. My brother is in prison, for one stupid mistake. He gets out in November 2007, but it is'nt soon enough for me. One of my good friends Nancy, who resides in Roanoke Virginia started off being his penpal, but it led to something much stronger. Now they are in love and can't wait to be together. If you'd like to read her journal she is at:     http://journals.aol.com/bravesgirl1965/desires      and her name is nancy. Thank you for allowing me to read your journal. I enjoy hearing how much better things are for you and your visits with JImmy. My best to both of you. (((Hugs)))
Cindy
http://journals.aol.com/emabecmar/CindysLife/

sugar1337 said...

I am glad you have much to be happy for now.  :)
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am4039 said...

You sound so happy, that is great. I know how wonderful it is for you and Jimmy to be able to spend time together again. Yeah. I agree we must all be strong.

nana0014 said...

After waiting that long, I am so glad you are happy and together again.
Take care, Chrissie