Monday, June 19, 2006

JIMMY WILL BE COMING HOME ON THURSDAY

JIMMY WILL BE COMING HOME ON THURSDAY, JUST 2 DAYS AWAY, AND BOTH OF US CAN'T WAIT.

WE FEEL SO EXCITED.  THE MORE WE ARE TOGETHER, THE MORE WE WANT TO BE TOGETHER.

WE CRAVE EACH OTHER...........

WE ARE EACH OTHER'S BEST FRIEND...............

WE JUST LOVE BEING WITH EACH OTHER, TALKING TO EACH OTHER, AND WE NEVER TIRE OF EACH OTHER.

JIMMY IS A VERY OUT-GOING, SOCIAL PERSON.............PEOPLE LOVE HIM, AND HAVE FOR HIS WHOLE LIFE. 

AS FOR ME, I AM IN ONE WAY OUT-SPOKEN, BUT IN ANIOTHER WAY, I AM VERY QUIET.

I LIKE TO BE ALONE ALOT..............AND THINK ABOUT THINGS, AND ANALYZE THINGS AND PEOPLE.........

MY MOTHER ALWAYS TOLD ME, YOU ARE LIKE GRETA GARBO, WHOSE FAMOUS WORDS WERE, "I WANT TO BE ALONE."

JIMMY SHOOCKED ME ON THE PHONE TONIGHT.  HE TOLD ME THE SAME WORDS, NOT KNOWING MY MOM HAD ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT.................
"YOU ARE JUST LIKE GRETA GARBO,"   HE SAID.  "YOU ALWAYS SAY, ' I WANT TO BE ALONE." 

"HOWEVER WITH ME, YOU LIKE TO BE AROUND PEOPLE, AND ARE MORE OUTGOING, AND SOCIAL."  HE SAID

JIMMY IS RIGHT.  I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THAT.  I BECOME MORE OF A SOCIAL BEING, WHEN MY STRONG MAN IS WITH ME.................................

I WAS LIKE THAT WITH THE PREVIOUS MAN IN MY LIFE, WHO WAS A PROFESSOR, AND VERY SOCIAL.............

YESTERDAY WAS FATHER'S DAY, AND I MUST TELL YOU, JIMMY IS IN MANY WAYS LIKE A DADDY TO ME.  I EVEN CALL HIM DADDY, VERY OFTEN.  MANY PEOPLE MAY FIND THIS CONCEPT HARD TO UNDERSTAND.  BUT WE ARE ACTUALLY 2 VERY GROUNDED PEOPLE, INTELLIGENT ENOUGH TO HAVE A DEEP UNDERSTANDING OF THINGS.................SO, THIS CONCEPT HAS DEEP PSYCHOLOGICAL MEANINGS................................IN THE SAME WAY, I GUESS I AM LIKE A MOTHER TO HIM.  YOU SEE, I AM THE ONE PERSON MY HUSBAND LOVES SO INTENSELY, THAT I AM THE ONE PERSON IN THIS WOR;LD HE WILL LISTEN TO................WE EACH HAVE A GREAT POWER AND CONTROL OVER EACH OTHER..................WE ARE LIKE ELECTRICITY, AND WHEN TOGETHER, EVEN ONLY IN OUR THOUGHTS, WE GIVE OFF A STRONG IMPACT, TO THE WORLD AROUND US.................ALONE, I AM NOTHING, AND FOR JIMMY, IF HE DID NOT HAVE ME, HE WOULD BE NOTHING, AS HE SAYS HE LIVES FOR ME.................BOTH OF US AGREE TO THIS.

AND SO I FEEL SO HAPPY.  JIMMY WILL ONCE AGAIN ARRIVE AT 8 AM, OR SO.  HE WILL TAKE ME TO THE LAB TO HAVE MY BLOODWORK DRAWN.  THEN AT 11 AM, WE WILL BRING PRINCE TO THE VET FOR HS SHOTS.  THEN WE WILL COME HOME AND REST IN EACH OTHER'S ARMS.  WE MAY WATCH THE MOVIE, "MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA," WHICH IS PLAYING ON "ON DEMAND."

WE WILL HAVE PIZZA, AND I WILL MAKE AN ITALIAN DISH CALLED ESCAROLE Y FAGOLIA, MEANING ESCAROLE AND BEANS, MADE IN OLIVE OIL AND GARLIC, WHICH WE BOTH LIKE.  THERE ARE STEAKS IN THR FREEZER IF JIMMY WOULD LIKE ME TO MAKE HIM ONE.

JIMMY HAS AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF ENERGY.  HE WORKS EVERYDAY IN THE FOODSTORE, TRAVELING BACK AND FORTH FOR 1-2 HOURS, AND ON HIS DAY OFF, HE COMES HOME.  BEFORE HE GOES TO WORK, HE CALLS ME,  BEFORE 6AM.  I'M USUALLY ASLEEP.  HE SAYS HE WANTS TO JUST HEAR ME SLEEPING...TO HEAR MY BREATEH ON THE PHONE............................

AND SO, I WILL SAY GOOD-NITE, FOR NOW............MAY YOU ALL HAVE AS GREAT A LOVE, WITH YOUR LOVED ONE, AS JIMMY AND I HAVE!........................FRAN

 

7 comments:

am4039 said...

you have a great time on Thursday with Jimmy.

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emabecmar said...

Have a wonderful day and time on thursday. I hope the day goes by really slow, giving you lots of time with Jimmy.  ((((Hugs))))

nolefan38 said...

I know you must be so happy and look forward to seeing him, I hope you have a very good time,  Hugs, Sherry

sugar1337 said...

I hope yall have a great time together.  :)
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bobandkate said...

Hi Fran,
Hope you have great Thursday with Jimmy. Have just been catching up on reading your blog,
Take care,
Kate.
http://journals.aol.co.uk/bobandkate/AnAnalysisofLife/

bobandkate said...

Hi Fran,
I am AOL's Guest Editor next week, and I am featuring your journal in my top 8 picks. Hope lots of new people read your emotional journey as you await Jimmy's release,
Kate.
http://journals.aol.co.uk/bobandkate/AnAnalysisofLife/

jibaro6543 said...

I wanted to thank you for stopping by my journal and leaving a comment...I so appreciate it!!!!
So glad that you have found a deep meaningful real love and soulmate....very few people can say that...hang on to that...for it is extremely rare and precious.
Take Care
Ellie