EXPLANATION

LET ME EXPLAIN WHAT HAPPENED ON THE TUESDAY, BEFORE THANKSGIVING..............

WE BOTH HAD AN APPOINTMENT WITJ THE PSYCHOLOGIST....JIMMY HAD GONE TWICE BEFIRE WITHOUT ME.

SO ON TUESDAY, I WAS MY HAPPY SELF.........

HAPPY THAT THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE............HAPPY THAT LIFE WAS GOING ALONG SO WELL!..................WE WERE LAUGHING, JOKING ..............KIDDING AROUND, AS WE DROVE TO THE PSYCHOLOGIST;S OFFICE..............

AND THEN.........................BOOM!

THIS NASTY PSYCHOLOSIST...............VERBALY ATTACKED ME.......................SHE IS A YOUNG GIRL, AND SHE VERBALLY ATTACKED ME.

SHE SAYS,,,,,,"YOU ARE A DEPRESSED WOMAN/"

I SAID.....:"I AM NOT DEPRESSED.............I AM HAPPY, AND IN LOVE WITH MY HUSBAND."

SHE SAYS...................ACCORDING TO YOUR HUSBAND, YOU LIKE TO SLEEP ALOT AND ARE NOT AS ACTIVE AS YOU WERE 3.6 YEARS AGO.

I EXPLAINED I LIKE TO WRITE STORIES, AND HAVE GOTTEN AROUND 15 THINGS PUBLISHED SINCE JIMMYS INCARCERATION.  I EXPLAINED I AM LEGALLY BLIND, AND MY EYESIGHT IS WORSE RIGHT NOW AND THAT SINCE JIMMY CAME HOME, AROUND 2 MONTHS AGO, I HAVE TAKEN A LITTLE BREAK FROM MY WRITING..............................I AM A LITTLE TIRED OF WRITING AT THIS TIME.........

SHE STARTS YELLING AT ME, THAT HAPPY PEOPLE DO NOT ACT AS I DO..................

THEN SHE YELLS AT ME, THAT I AM LIKE A CHILD............THAT I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE...........THAT I AM A CRY-BABY

SHE BRINGS UP THE FACT THAT I WAS AN RN................HOW WOULD I DEAL WITH A PATIENT LIKE ME?......................SHE GOES ON AND ON.....

I TELL HER I AM NOT PRACTICING NURSING RIGHT NOW..........

I TELL HER THAT  JIMMY AND MYSELF GO  OUT EVERY, EVERY    DAY, FOR THE 2 MONTHS HE HAS BEEN HOME.......................

WE GO TO RESTAURANTS, MOVIES, STORES, KARAOKE..............WE BOUGHT A NEW CAR...................WE AREBUYING A HOUSE............WHAT MORE DOES SHE WANT!

JIMMY EXPLANED TO HER  THAT HE WANTS ME TO BE THE BEST I CAN BE.................

IN THAT SESSION I FELT TRAPPED BETWEEN THE 2 OF THEM..................I FELT I WAS NO GOOD.....................

I AKWAYS LIKE TO ACHIEVE THE BEST I CAN......................AND THAT WOMAN, WHO IS A PSYCHOLOGIST, MADE ME FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF NOTHING.......

IN MANY WAYS I WOULD LIKE TO REPORT HER ABUSIVE BEHAVOR

WE WILL NOT GO BACK THERE,,,,,,,,,,,,,,JIMMY SAYS WE MAY FIND ANOTHER COUNSELOR.

I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO DEAL WITH THESE PSYCHOLOGISTS...........

SHE MADE ME LOOK AND FEEL LIKE A FOOL...

ALL I CAN SAY IS , I HATE THEM ALL,RIGHT NOW..............

TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY.

JIMMY HAS BEEN VERY APOLOGETIC, THAT HE EXPOSED ME TO THIS .......IF ANYTHING, IT SET ME BACK,  AROUND 10 PACES.....

AND SO, WE WERE ABLE TO ENJOY THANKSGIVING,,,,,,,,,,,,,,WE WENT TI MY SISTER;S, ALONG WITH HER DAUGHTER, AND AUNT AND UNCLE..................AND SO WE HAD A PLEASABT TIME, AFTER ALL OF THAT!

THANK YOU FOR ALL BEING SO  WORRIED AND CONCERNED!

.............AND THUS, LIFE GOES ON!

.....................FRAN