Monday, February 23, 2004

ALICE IN WONDERLAND...OR IS IT PRISONLAND?

SOMETIMES I WONDER JUST HOW CAN I GO ON. I HAVE PROBLEMS THAT ARE INSURMOUNTABLE.  NO ONE CAN HELP ME SOLVE THEM, BUT JIMMY.  HE DOES ON THE PHONE, HELP ME CONTINUOSLY, BUT STILL......I JUST CAN'T EXPLAIN IT.  AND I FEEL SO ALL ALONE....HE KEEPS LOOKING AT MY PICTURES, AND I LOOK AT HIS...LIKE ALL DAY.  THE GUYS IN THE PRISON ASK HIM WHAT ARE YOU STARING AT...HE SAYS, MY WIFE, AS HE HAS MY PIX ABOVE  HIS BED.  TODAY WAS A BEAUTIFUL SPRING DAY. EVERYTHING WAS WONDERFUL. I WENT SHOPPING. I DID ALL THE THINGS I'M SUPPOSSED TO DO, TO BE A PART OF THIS UNIVERSE.  BUT THEN, WHEN NIGHT SETTLES IN, I JUST FEEL SO SAD. SO WHAT I DO, IS JUST THROW MYSELF INTO BED, CALM MY MIND, AND HAVE FAITH THAT TOMORROW THINGS WILL BE MUCH BRIGHTER. BECAUSE SITTING HERE, TRYING TO SOLVE ALL THE PROBLEMS IN MY HEAD...WELL I JUST CAN'T DO IT! SO I'LL SAY GOOD-NIGHT. NITE..BEAR, PAPPY, DAKOTA

2 comments:

wfhbear said...

One day at a time. Nothing is insurmountable. You will endure if only for the day your Jim comes back to you. Life goes on and you must go along with it. You are doing great under heavy odds. Keep it up and get ready for life to change for you when your "Sailor comes home from the sea". Regards, Bill.

crystalmoon222 said...

thank -you, Bill, for the encouraging words....